Panic
Navigating Mental Turmoil: Courtney Govan's 'Panic' Unveiled
Lyrics
It's not a lack of trying
Expressing effort despite challenges.
Getting hard to communicate
Difficulty in effective communication.
My mental health is tired
Struggling mental health.
There's no room for anymore baggage
No capacity for additional problems.
This years enough of a mess without me running my mouth
Acknowledging a chaotic year and avoiding unnecessary complications.
I Don’t feel that depressed
Denying severe depression.
But the words won’t come out
Difficulty expressing feelings verbally.
Swear I’m trying my best
Asserting effort despite challenges.
But it feels like I’m just
Implying a sense of futility or stagnation.
Waiting for the next one
Anticipation or fear of future difficulties.
Waiting for the next blow
Expecting unforeseen problems.
Can’t catch me by surprise
Claiming immunity to surprise due to familiarity with adversity.
Cause it’s all that I know
Embracing a predictable but challenging existence.
Really all consuming
Describing overwhelming thoughts or emotions.
I’m not really living
Feeling disconnected from life.
Waiting
Repetition of the waiting theme.
Waiting for the Panic
Anticipating a state of panic.
Panic
Emphasizing the expectation of panic through repetition.
Panic
-Panic
-I'm waiting for the Panic
-I don’t know why I’m fighting
Questioning the purpose of the struggle.
Something I can’t even understand
Expressing confusion and lack of comprehension.
Like the planets aren’t aligning
Feeling a sense of cosmic discord.
The universe has something against me
Perceiving external forces against personal well-being.
This years enough of a mess without me running my mouth
Reiteration of avoiding unnecessary complications.
I don’t feel that depressed
Contradicting a deep sense of depression.
But the words won’t come out
Continued difficulty expressing emotions verbally.
Swear I’m trying my best.
Reaffirming effort despite challenges.
It feels like I’m just
Sense of futility or stagnation repeated.
I’m not okay I’m not okay I’m not okay
Expressing emotional distress with emphasis through repetition.
I’m not okay I’m not okay I’m not okay
-I’m not okay I’m not okay I’m not okay
-Feels like I'm just
Repetition of the theme of not being okay.
I’m not okay I’m not okay I’m not okay
Continuation of expressing emotional distress.
(Just breathe just breathe you're safe)
Encouragement to stay calm and safe amidst distress.
I’m not okay I’m not okay I’m not okay
-(Just breathe you’ll be okay)
-I’m not okay I’m not okay I’m not okay
-(Just breathe just breathe just breathe)
-Waiting for the next one
Reiteration of anticipating future difficulties.
(Waiting)
Repetition of waiting for the next event.
Waiting for the next blow
-(Waiting)
Anticipating unexpected challenges.
Can’t catch me by surprise
Claiming immunity to surprise due to familiarity with adversity.
Cause it’s all that I know
Emphasizing the all-consuming nature of challenges.
(All that I know)
-Really all consuming
Describing overwhelming thoughts or emotions.
I'm not really living
Feeling disconnected from life reiterated.
Waiting
Repetition of the waiting theme.
(Waiting)
-Waiting for the Panic
Anticipating a state of panic repeated.
Panic
Emphasizing the expectation of panic through repetition.
Panic
-Panic
-I'm Waiting for the Panic
-I'm Waiting for the next one
Continuation and repetition of waiting for the next event and challenges.
Waiting for the next blow
-Can’t catch me by surprise
-Cause it’s all that I know
-It’s really all consuming
-Yeah I'm not really living
-Waiting
-Waiting for the panic
Final repetition and emphasis on waiting for panic.
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