Cyanide
Echoes of Desperation: The Cyanide Symphony
Lyrics
Trace my shape here on the wall
Expressing a desire to leave a physical mark before disappearing
Color in my eyes and hair with chalk
Symbolizing the attempt to create a visible representation despite departure
And nobody will know that I'm gone
Anonymity in departure, leaving without notice or recognition
I'd hate to leave an impression
Unwillingness to impact or influence others
Its a battle just to talk, feel defeat when I walk
Struggling to communicate, feeling defeated in daily interactions
Want to smash and moan but I join the flock
Internal frustration but conforming to societal expectations
Don't believe in depression
Disbelief or denial of experiencing depression
I just gutted myself to prove that I'm different
Willingness to harm oneself to prove individuality
I'm different
Reiteration of being different or unique
Drowning your problems into a rat hole
Escaping from problems by avoiding them
Sooner or later you're gonna start the float
Inevitability of problems resurfacing eventually
Lets just hope nobody will know
Hoping to keep problems hidden or unnoticed
With your drips as lethal as cyanide
Comparing issues or troubles to something as lethal as cyanide
Its not much, we might be alright
Optimism despite troubles, hoping things might improve
But after a while nobody can hide
Recognition that troubles become evident over time
The color is there
A reference to a fading aspect or characteristic
And it starts to fade so fast
The rapid disappearance or loss of a significant trait or quality
Yeah, the equal signs on my mouth try to heal
Symbolism of attempts to recover or heal emotional wounds
My separated path
Desire for personal growth or change in direction
I not wish, but yearn to move along
An intense longing or yearning for progression
We need to clear the way so my baggage clears the wall
The need to resolve personal issues to move forward
Cover the place with post it notes 'till I have shown what I had done
Displaying and acknowledging past actions or mistakes
Drowning your problems into a rat hole
Repetition of escaping or avoiding problems
Sooner or later you're gonna start the float
Reiteration of the inevitable resurfacing of issues
Lets just hope nobody will know
Hope of concealing problems from others
With your drips as lethal as cyanide
Reiterating the comparison of troubles to cyanide's lethality
Its not much, we might be alright
Remaining optimistic about a possible resolution
But after a while nobody can hide
Acknowledgment that problems become evident with time
Until we don't feel anything
Desensitization to emotions or numbness
Drowning your problems into a rat hole
Continued pattern of avoiding or escaping problems
Sooner or later you're gonna start the float
Emphasizing the eventual reappearance of issues
Lets just hope nobody will know
Hoping to maintain secrecy about one's troubles
With your drips as lethal as cyanide
Restating the comparison of troubles to cyanide's toxicity
Its not much, we might be alright
Remaining cautiously optimistic about the situation
But after a while nobody can hide
Acknowledging that troubles become apparent over time
Until we don't feel anything, anymore
Desensitization or loss of emotional response over time
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