Lyrics
Fuck, I'm high again
Expressing being under the influence of drugs.
Just not high enough
Feeling the need for a stronger intoxication.
Feel, that pain again
Sensing emotional pain.
Let's smoke another blunt
Suggesting using drugs as a coping mechanism.
I'm laying in that cold street
Metaphorically lying in a difficult or challenging situation.
Smoking this old weed
Indicating the use of old or familiar substances.
Chasing this feeling
Pursuing a particular emotional state through substance use.
I'm just not healing
Expressing a lack of progress in emotional healing.
They kept telling me to go to therapy
Referring to advice to seek therapy.
I hate this shit feel like something is wrong with me
Feeling a sense of inadequacy or dysfunction.
Sure we can talk but you can't fix me
Acknowledging the limitations of verbal therapy.
I'm numb I'm cold
Describing emotional numbness and coldness.
My soul done froze
Portraying a frozen or unfeeling soul.
I'm numb I'm cold
Reiterating emotional numbness and coldness.
My soul done Froze
Reemphasizing a frozen soul.
(Fuck) I need help I can't do this alone
Expressing a plea for assistance and an inability to handle challenges alone.
Hope your well I'm tired of these pills
Expressing weariness of medication and its effects.
Hate this hell Can you take me back home
Desiring to escape a difficult situation and return home.
I almost fell I'm shaking can't sit still
Describing a near-fall or breakdown with physical manifestations.
I need help
Repeatedly emphasizing the need for help.
I need help
-I need help
-I need help
-It's 4am I can't sleep
Describing insomnia at 4 am.
The demons all look at me
Perceiving internal struggles or challenges represented as demons.
I just keep on staring back
Staring back at internal struggles with tired and bloodshot eyes.
I'm tired my eyes bloodshot and black
-Need to put on my mask
Using a metaphorical mask to hide internal struggles from others.
To block out the mass
-From seeing inside of my head
Expressing a desire to prevent others from seeing one's inner thoughts.
Fuck it I'm dead I want to end it
Expressing a desire for self-harm and the struggle to prevent it.
I keep my head up but I cannot prevent this
-From happening these drugs taking over
Describing the overpowering nature of drug use and the loss of sobriety.
Can't remember the last time I was sober
-I'm numb I'm cold
Reiterating emotional numbness and a frozen soul.
My soul done froze
-I'm numb I'm cold
-My soul done Froze
-(Fuck) I need help I can't do this alone
Repeatedly pleading for help and expressing discomfort with medication.
Hope your well I'm tired of these pills
-Hate this hell can you take me back home
-I almost fell I'm shaking can't sit still
-I need help
Continued emphasis on the desperate need for assistance.
I need help
-I need help
-I need help
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