Lyrics
I can't take
I am overwhelmed and cannot endure
All the shit
The difficulties and challenges in my life
That goes on
Various issues and problems
In my head
Ongoing thoughts and concerns in my mind
It's too much
It's too burdensome
I'm still fucked
I am emotionally distressed
I don't know
Uncertain about whom to rely on
Who to trust
Lack of trust in others
Anymore
No confidence in anyone anymore
You keep me safe
You provide me with security
Who knew you'd stay
Surprised that you remain by my side
I lost control
I have lost control of my life
I need you way more than I know how to show
I depend on you more than I can express
She's way more special than the other hoes
You are more special than others
As soon as she steps in the room it glows
Your presence brightens the room
I'm low on the dough yeah I need some more
I lack financial resources, need more
I'm way too broke but she give me hope
Financial struggles, but you give me hope
I Hate myself at my fucking shows
I dislike myself during performances
I hate myself more than you'll ever know
Self-loathing beyond understanding
I hop on the stage and act like the goat
I act confidently on stage but struggle inside
But I'm dying inside and they never know
Internal suffering hidden from others
I just wanna know when this pain will end
Seeking an end to emotional pain
It feels like the drugs are my only friend
Feeling like drugs are my only solace
I'm so sick and tired of the play pretend
Tired of pretending, want honesty
Just say it how it is and quit talking shit
Speak the truth without gossip
Who knew yet again I'd fall in love
Unexpectedly falling in love again
Can't help myself it's like a drug
Compelled by love like a drug
When I feel her touch it's fills me up
Her touch brings fulfillment
Still holding on can't get enough
Still attached, can't get enough
You keep me safe
You provide me with security
Who knew you'd stay
Surprised that you remain by my side
I lost control
I have lost control of my life
I need you way more than I know how to show
I depend on you more than I can express
You keep me safe
You provide me with security
Who knew you'd stay
Surprised that you remain by my side
I lost control
I have lost control of my life
I need you way more than I know how to show
I depend on you more than I can express
I can't take
I am overwhelmed and cannot endure
All the shit
The difficulties and challenges in my life
That goes on
Various issues and problems
In my head
Ongoing thoughts and concerns in my mind
It's too much
It's too burdensome
I'm still fucked
I am emotionally distressed
I don't know
Uncertain about whom to rely on
Who to trust
Lack of trust in others
Anymore
No confidence in anyone anymore
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