Lyrics
I don't know what the fuck I missed
I am uncertain about what I missed.
How am I only breathing to exist?
Why do I feel like I'm only alive for the sake of existence?
How am I
Expressing a sense of confusion or introspection.
How am I
Repetition for emphasis, emphasizing the confusion or uncertainty.
How am I?
Further expressing the sense of confusion or questioning.
I am not a person
Claiming not to identify as a typical person.
I'm a function
Describing oneself as a function, possibly implying a role or purpose.
I'm just sorting out the mess that I'm wrapped up in
Engaged in resolving a complex situation one is entangled in.
Scattering debris
Scattering the remains or consequences of a situation.
I think I lost a piece of me
Feeling incomplete or having lost a part of oneself.
Searching for the cause of my destruction
Searching for the origin of personal downfall or issues.
I've been wasting all my time
Spent a significant amount of time without achieving much.
Thinking way too much
Engaging in excessive thoughts without tangible outcomes.
Yeah I gotta rest my mind
Recognizing the need to take a break for mental rest.
Eyes
Referring to the focus or attention.
Eyes are set on blind
Eyes are closed to reality or unaware of the truth.
I leave what's left behind
Abandoning what remains or moving on from the past.
Fuck 'em all
Expressing a disregard or indifference toward others.
Focus on my grind
Choosing to concentrate on personal goals and efforts.
I've been on the outside lookin'
Observing from an external perspective.
Lookin' at the effort that I put in
Reflecting on the effort invested in endeavors.
Goin' up they wanna get their hook in
When succeeding, others may attempt to take advantage.
They don't know the shoes that I stood in
Others are unaware of the challenges one has faced.
I don't know what the fuck I missed
Reiterating uncertainty about what was missed.
How am I only breathing to exist?
Repeating the feeling of merely existing through breathing.
How am I
Reiterating a state of confusion or introspection.
Faking more than I admit
Admitting to pretending or portraying more than one acknowledges.
Sick of taking more when I should quit
Feeling tired of taking on more than one should handle.
Guess I'm over taking risks 'cause
Considering avoiding risks due to past experiences.
I've been wasting all my time
Similar to line 12, wasting time without progress.
Thinking way too much
Continuing the theme of excessive thinking.
Yeah I gotta rest my mind
Reiterating the need for mental rest.
Eyes
Revisiting the idea of closed or unperceptive eyes.
Eyes are set on blind
Leaving behind what is no longer useful or relevant.
I leave what's left behind
Reiterating the disregard for others.
Fuck 'em all
Reiterating the focus on personal goals and efforts.
Focus on my grind
Repeating the observation from an external perspective.
I've been on the outside lookin'
Reiterating the reflection on invested effort.
Lookin' at the effort that I put in
Reiterating the potential for others to exploit success.
Goin' up they wanna get their hook in
Reiterating that others are unaware of personal challenges.
They don't know the shoes that I stood in
Repeating the notion that others don't understand one's experiences.
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