Lyrics
Careful giving second chances
Caution is needed when offering another opportunity
That you have to earn
Second chances must be deserved or earned
I'm stacking cards into a house that's made of all these words
Compiling words or promises like building a fragile structure
All there is is silence on the other end I heard
Encountering silence when expecting a response
How'm I s'posed to read between the lines when they are blurred?
Difficulty understanding ambiguous communication
I don't know
Uncertainty about the situation or feelings
I don't know if all of this was worth it
Questioning the value or significance of past actions
Chasing you around the city while you burned it
Pursuing someone persistently despite negative consequences
I sat on that vacant line and I was searching
Waiting for a connection or response in a vacant state
Disconnected for some time and now I'm certain
Feeling disconnected temporarily, but now certain about something
The grass is only greener 'cause it's fake
Recognition that things appear better but are artificial
I don't give my time away for you to waste
Refusal to waste time on someone who doesn't value it
Do you love the idea more than the real thing?
Questioning if there's more attachment to an idealized concept than reality
What you don't repair today you will repeat
Highlighting the importance of addressing issues promptly
In times of crisis
During challenging times
We sport masks that we let go
Wearing emotional masks that are eventually discarded
It's not just what you say
Actions speak louder than words
It's what you do and what you don't
Accountability for both actions taken and actions avoided
The ivy on the siding is completely overgrown
Neglect or abandonment leading to excessive growth
I used to have a lot to say
Previously had a lot to express but not responsible for it anymore
It's not my shit to own
Detachment from certain responsibilities or issues
I don't know
Reiterating uncertainty about past choices
I don't know if all of this was worth it
Repeating doubts about the worth of past actions
Chasing you around the city while you burned it
Continued pursuit despite destructive consequences
I sat on that vacant line and I was searching
Searching for connection or answers in an empty space
Disconnected for some time and now I'm certain
Initially disconnected, now feeling assured
The grass is only greener 'cause it's fake
Recognition that apparent advantages are artificial
I don't give my time away for you to waste
Refusing to waste time on someone unworthy
Do you love the idea more than the real thing?
Questioning if affection is more for an idea than reality
What you don't repair today you will repeat
Emphasizing the importance of addressing problems promptly
Now I know
Arriving at a realization or understanding
Now I know all of this was worth it
Understanding the value of past experiences
There were a million things I had to come to terms with
Accepting and reconciling with numerous past issues
Built my structure up from everything that burned me
Building strength from past experiences that caused pain
Farewell to my fake friends they don't deserve me
Bidding farewell to insincere friends
I can't look the other way it's got me circling
Feeling trapped or stuck in a cyclical pattern
All because of a page that I'm scared of turning
Anxiety or hesitation about progressing to the next phase
Don't know why I'm so afraid it isn't working
Uncertainty and fear about the current situation
Count me out
Declaring disassociation or opting out
Count me out
Repeating disengagement or refusal
Now I know
Confirmation of understanding the value of past actions
Now I know all of this was worth it
Understanding and appreciating the value of past struggles
Sold out stadiums baby yeah I earned it
Achieving significant success after personal growth
Found a home inside myself so I'd stop searching
Discovering contentment within oneself, ending the search
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