Lyrics
Build up my walls to keep me safe from my own reflection
Building emotional barriers to shield oneself from self-reflection.
Moved a thousand miles apart from where my roots began to grow
Having moved far from one's origins, away from where personal growth started.
And I wonder why I end up never seeing my friends
Expressing surprise at the lack of time spent with friends.
Didn't think I'd spend most of my 20's stuck in my bed
Unexpectedly finding oneself spending a significant portion of the 20s in bed.
I'm exhausted
Conveying a state of extreme fatigue or emotional exhaustion.
Overrated
Suggesting that the feeling of exhaustion is overemphasized or overvalued.
It's so stupid
Referring to the perceived senselessness of the situation.
Complicated
Describing the complexity of the emotional state.
Think now's the time to end my pride
Considering the right time to let go of pride and seek help or resolution.
We were on different worlds and I wanted another life
Feeling disconnected from others and desiring a different life.
I knew no alibi would cover up the neon light
Acknowledging that excuses won't hide the evident problems.
Circumstance created by the tension stuck in my lungs
Describing the tension and challenges caused by circumstances.
Would you empathize my actions if I open up?
Questioning if others would understand actions if vulnerability is shown.
I'm exhausted
Reiterating the feeling of extreme exhaustion or fatigue.
Overrated
Re-emphasizing that the exhaustion is overrated or exaggerated.
It's so stupid
Highlighting the perceived senselessness or irrationality of the situation.
Complicated
Acknowledging the complexity and difficulty of the emotional state.
Think now's the time to end my pride
Reconsidering the need to overcome pride and seek resolution.
Things I could've said
Reflecting on things that could have been said but were left unsaid.
I left in my head
Mentally carrying regrets or unspoken words within the mind.
Built a heavy chest
Describing a burdened or heavy emotional state represented by a chest metaphor.
It's time to confess
Expressing the need to reveal or confess these unspoken thoughts.
Things I should've said
Reflecting on things that should have been said but were left unspoken.
I left in my head
Continuing the theme of carrying unexpressed thoughts within the mind.
Built a heavy chest
Reiterating the burdened or heavy emotional state represented by a chest metaphor.
It's time to confess
Reiterating the need to confess or reveal the unspoken thoughts.
Things I would've said
Reflecting on things that would have been said but were left unspoken.
I left in my head
Continuing the theme of carrying unexpressed thoughts within the mind.
Built a heavy chest
Reiterating the burdened or heavy emotional state represented by a chest metaphor.
It's time to confess
Stressing the urgency to confess or reveal the unspoken thoughts.
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