Exhausted
Exhausted Emotions: A Journey Through Heartbreak and Redemption
Lyrics
Girl, you break my heart each time
Expressing how the girl causes emotional pain repeatedly.
You be telling lies I've been drinking every night on a decline
Accusation of the girl lying, leading to drinking excessively and feeling worse emotionally.
I remember getting drunk underneath downtown streetlights
Recollection of getting drunk in the past under streetlights.
When I was young, I just want to fit in just to see what it'd be like
Desire to fit in during youth for the experience.
Just to see what it'd be like
Reiteration of wanting to experience fitting in.
Now I know that's not for me
Realization that conforming wasn't the right path.
All this shit inside I'm bottling
Feeling of internal turmoil and emotions held back.
Running through my head like constantly
Constantly plagued by thoughts and emotions.
This shits so exhausting
Expressing the overwhelming and draining nature of the situation.
And it never gets better
Feeling of no improvement in the situation.
I've been smoking backwoods 'til my chest hurts
Smoking excessively to the point of physical pain.
Sometimes wish I never fucking met her
Regretting meeting the girl.
Got her on her knees yeah Imma bless her
Intending to dominate or control her despite regrets.
Lifes full of regrets I know it
Acknowledgment of life filled with regrets.
I feel this pain, but I don't show it
Feeling pain internally but not displaying it outwardly.
And I was hoping they would notice
Hope for others to notice the pain and struggles.
So, I've been waiting for this moment, yeah
Anticipating an opportunity to express regret.
To tell you that I'm sorry
Expressing apology for past actions or behavior.
If you see me laying face up in a coffin
If seen dead, acknowledging the negativity received.
All that fake love yeah, I knew it was dogshit
Recognition that past affection was insincere.
Trying to gaslight me I swear this shits toxic
Feeling manipulated and acknowledging toxicity in the relationship.
And I
Break in thought or speech.
Just want to have a good life
Desire for a better life.
Until I say goodbye
Referencing an impending departure or end.
And right now, I feel so damn high
Feeling emotionally elevated or intoxicated.
I'm so close
Close to something significant.
But so far
Feeling both near and far from personal goals.
From the goals that I want to reach, yeah
Desire to achieve certain aspirations.
But I've barely touched the surface
Realization of having just started the journey towards goals.
And I know that
Recognition of life's uncertainty.
And ain't shit certain
Recollection of past emotional pain on a daily basis.
Remember waking up every single day hurting
Avoiding advances from attractive individuals due to emotional pain.
Now it's bad bitches on my line I'm curving
Struggling between closeness and distance from goals.
I'm so close
Reiteration of being close yet far from something significant.
But so far from the
Feeling distant from the desired place or situation.
Place that I want to be, yeah
Desiring to be in a different, more desired place.
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