This Seems Like a Good Place to End the Story
Roots of Pain: Unveiling the Emotional Tapestry in Darby O'trill's Melody
Lyrics
I lay in the dirt and plant my roots
I establish myself in a difficult situation and build my foundation.
So much hurt can come from truth
Truth can be painful, leading to hurtful consequences.
My pain always seems to comfort you
My pain seems to provide comfort to you, creating confusion.
I'm so confused
I am in a state of perplexity.
I always loose
I consistently experience defeat.
Use me up for all you can
Allow yourself to use me to the fullest extent; I comprehend your intentions.
I understand
I acknowledge and accept your actions.
That's just your plan
Using me is part of your plan.
You break my heart
You emotionally hurt me.
In the name of art
You justify causing pain in the pursuit of art.
I'm falling apart baby I'm falling apart
I'm emotionally breaking down; I feel shattered.
Yeah
An expression of agreement or emphasis.
I know i don't mean
I am aware that I lack significance.
Anything to anyone
Reiteration of feeling insignificant to anyone.
I know I don't mean
Confirmation of lacking meaning to others.
Anything to anyone
Emphasizing the absence of personal significance.
I didn't have much growing up
I had a challenging upbringing with financial difficulties.
Broke as fuck
Financially struggling and impoverished.
Mom's drunk and she's throwing stuff
My mother is intoxicated and engaging in destructive behavior.
Broken cups cut my lips and hands again
Physical harm from broken objects adds to my struggles.
Emotional damages
I experience emotional wounds.
How do I handle them
How do I cope with emotional injuries?
I hold it all inside
I internalize my pain and difficulties.
And hope I'll be alright
I bear it all inside, hoping for eventual healing.
I lie awake can't sleep at night
I cannot sleep, tormented by my thoughts.
At random times i start to cry
Unexpectedly, I find myself crying at various times.
No one's there to talk to no one fucking cares
There is no one available for me to talk to; it seems no one cares.
And if anybody does then I am unaware
Even if someone cares, I am unaware of their concern.
I don't wanna be
I desire not to be associated with anything or anyone.
Anything
Expressing a lack of identity or connection.
Anymore
I no longer wish to have any significance or role.
I don't wanna be
Reiteration of the desire to detach from identity or association.
Anything
Affirmation of the desire to be free from any associations or roles.
Anymore
Reiteration of the desire to be free from any associations or roles.
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