Lyrics
Yeah, yeah
Expression of agreement or affirmation.
I'm bipolar, that's to say the least, yeah
Acknowledging being bipolar, suggesting internal struggles.
Won't die sober
Expressing a preference not to die without substances.
You know that's a reach for
Highlighting the difficulty of reaching sobriety.
Thousand feelings in me breaking free, Lord
Describing a multitude of emotions breaking free.
But all I ever wanted was to be
Expressing a desire to be true to oneself.
I cop a chain, it still don't look like me
Mentioning material possessions not reflecting personal identity.
Ayy look for my father, say he rest in peace
Referencing the speaker's deceased father.
I see more than dollar
Valuing experiences and understanding beyond monetary gains.
Signs, got bigger dreams, yeah
Aspiring for larger dreams and goals.
I think about it when I'm overseas
Reflecting on dreams while traveling abroad.
This shit comes in waves
Introducing the recurring theme that challenges come in waves.
Ah, said I got waves for you
Stating the speaker has "waves" for someone, suggesting emotional fluctuations.
Pressure on the way and it don't ever change
Acknowledging persistent pressure and lack of change.
My homie said the same
Sharing a common sentiment with a friend.
I think he feel my pain
Suspecting that the friend understands the speaker's pain.
Riding in LA up on that interstate, yeah
Describing a specific location (LA) and situation (on the interstate).
Smoking all my problems
Using smoking as a coping mechanism for problems.
That's the great escape
Referring to smoking as a way to escape challenges.
These people throw me dollars to
People pay the speaker to perform, but it doesn't always feel genuine.
Get on the stage but I don't always feel
Conflicted feelings about engaging with the audience.
Like I should conversate
Not always feeling like engaging in conversation.
I throw on a face and
Putting on a facade, hiding true feelings.
Hide behind these shades
Using physical accessories to shield emotions (shades).
But still I be okay
Despite challenges, expressing a sense of okayness.
You know all gon' be straight
Believing that everything will eventually be fine.
I'm so good at faking smiles it
Proficiency in concealing true emotions with fake smiles.
Should get me a job
Humorous suggestion of being skilled enough to get a job in acting.
Open up them vials, but be cautious, bruh
Referring to opening vials, possibly drugs, with caution.
I can't make amends between
Acknowledging the inability to reconcile with inner conflicts.
The Devil and God
Referencing a struggle between opposing forces (Devil and God).
But Imma ride the waves, you know I got this
Committing to navigating through life's challenges (riding the waves).
Bruh
Informal expression of agreement or understanding.
This shit comes in waves this shit comes
Concluding the idea that difficulties are a recurring part of life.
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