Lyrics
Day by day
Expressing the passage of time.
Drifting further away from reality
Feeling increasingly detached from reality.
Don't fucking tell me I'm not in the blame
Rejecting any denial of personal responsibility.
Don't try to tell me that I'll never live with the shame
Refusing false assurances about overcoming shame.
Cold to the bone
Feeling extremely cold, possibly emotionally.
I'm on my own
Being isolated and self-reliant.
I feel enclosed
Sensation of being enclosed or trapped.
Emotions exposed
Emotions laid bare and vulnerable.
The doors are closed
Metaphorical closed doors, possibly opportunities.
Addiction exposed
Revealing an addiction.
Soul and body opposed
Internal conflict between soul and body.
Can I get myself out of here
Expressing a desire to escape the current situation.
It's been so long and I wanna disappear
Longing for disappearance, possibly from pain.
Can I get myself out of here
Reiteration of the desire to escape.
Let me out, rip me out, now my end is near
Intense plea for release, suggesting proximity to the end.
On my own
Reaffirmation of being alone.
Spent so long dragged through the fucking dirt
Enduring hardship for an extended period.
On my own
Repetition of facing challenges alone.
In my home, I know where it hurts
Acknowledging pain within one's home.
I know where it hurts
Repetition emphasizing awareness of personal pain.
I know where it hurts
Continued acknowledgment of inner pain.
Can I get myself out of here
Repeating the desire to escape the current situation.
It's been so long and I wanna disappear
Reiterating the prolonged desire to disappear.
Can I get myself out of here
Expressing the urgent need for escape.
Let me out, Rip me out, Now my end is near
Intensifying the plea for release, anticipating the end.
Now my end is near
Stating the proximity of the end.
Can I get myself out of here
Reiterating the desire for escape.
Day by day
Repetition of the passage of time.
Drifting closer and closer to insanity
Approaching madness or mental instability.
I'm fucking scared I'll never change
Expressing fear of being unable to change.
I'm not prepared to bear the blame
Unwillingness to accept blame for a situation.
Hard to quit
Highlighting the difficulty of quitting something.
Bit by bit
Gradual and challenging process.
Blood and grit
Mentioning blood and grit, possibly signifying struggle.
I'm numb to it
Numbing sensation, possibly from repeated challenges.
Cold
Reiteration of feeling extremely cold or emotionally distant.
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