Lyrics
I admit it I'm a drug addict
The speaker acknowledges being a drug addict.
And I think that that's the real reason that I need you
The speaker believes that their need for the listener is linked to their struggle with addiction.
I don't want to take no advice
The speaker is resistant to receiving advice.
How you here for me when I don't really ever see you
The speaker questions the listener's presence in their life, especially when they are not visibly supportive.
You couldn't be there for me you couldn't be there for me the way I needed
Expressing disappointment that the listener couldn't provide the needed support.
I tried to run away you wasn't chasing me but I'm barely breathing
Describes an attempt to distance oneself from the listener, with the listener not actively pursuing the speaker.
I gave you every chance and you fucked up every one
The speaker gave the listener multiple chances, but they failed each time.
I'm tired of popping all these pills and walking round with all these guns
The speaker is tired of relying on substances and firearms to cope.
I tried to have a talk with God but he don't ever tell me nun
Attempts to communicate with a higher power (God) but feels unheard.
I hope when my day comes he'll take me out to lunch
Expresses a desire for divine intervention on their day of reckoning.
Every time I see my demons always meet em in some fun
Encounters personal demons in pleasurable situations.
Every time we get together we take Xanax in the sun
Drug use, specifically Xanax, is part of the speaker's activities with others.
All that wait on your shoulders that shit feel like a ton
Carrying a heavy burden, possibly emotional or psychological.
You called my mom she said that she ain't seen me in a month
Implies that the speaker's situation has caused concern for their family.
I admit it I'm a drug addict
Reiteration of the admission of being a drug addict.
And I think that that's the real reason that I need you
Reaffirms the belief that the need for the listener is connected to the speaker's addiction.
I don't want to take no advice
Reiterates resistance to taking advice.
How you here for me when I don't really ever see you
Questions the listener's support when not visibly present.
You couldn't be there for me you couldn't be there for me the way I needed
Expresses disappointment in the listener's inability to provide needed support.
I tried to runaway you wasn't chasing me but I'm barely breathing
Describes attempting to escape from the listener without them actively pursuing.
Keep taking P I doubles Ls I might D I E
Expresses a risk of death due to drug use.
Only when I drop a song is when you talk to me
Indicates that communication from the listener only occurs when the speaker releases new music.
It's like I can't get peace when you around me
Presence of the listener creates inner turmoil for the speaker.
You got me missing phone calls from the county
Missed calls from legal authorities (county) due to the listener's impact on the speaker's life.
I admit it I'm a drug addict
Repeats the admission of being a drug addict.
And I think that that's the real reason that I need you
Reiterates the belief that the listener is a crucial part of the speaker's life due to their addiction.
I don't want to take no advice
Reaffirms the resistance to taking advice.
How you here for me when I don't really ever see you
Questions the listener's support when not visibly present.
You couldn't be there for me you couldn't be there for me the way I needed
Expresses disappointment in the listener's inability to provide needed support.
I tried to runaway you wasn't chasing me but I'm barely breathing
Describes attempting to escape from the listener without them actively pursuing.
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