Lyrics
I can write a song
I possess the ability to compose a song
And tell you what it's like
Expressing and describing the experience
To be hurting inside
Describing the internal pain
And not even cry
Experiencing emotional pain without outward tears
Even though I know
Awareness of what pain looks like
What pain looks like
Not personally understanding the feeling of pain
I don't really know
Lack of real comprehension of pain
What pain feels like
Not knowing how pain feels
It's the most foreign feeling
Describing pain as a foreign and unfamiliar sensation
I've never felt
Never having experienced this particular feeling
I wish I could feel
Expressing a desire to feel
I'm so jealous of the girls
Envy towards those who experience hurt and emotions
Who hurt and feel something inside
Expressing a wish to understand that emotional state
I just wish I knew what that was like
Yearning for the ability to feel as others do
I feel so robotic in my skin
Feeling emotionally detached or robotic
Can I feel something
Expressing a desire to feel something
Please anything
Requesting any emotional response
But nothing at all
Experiencing a void of emotions
I'm so tired of feeling nothing at all
Frustration with the absence of feelings
I can play the part
Capable of pretending and putting on a facade
If you would like
Willingness to play a role for others
But don't ask me what
Uncertain about the emotional aspect of the role
The part feels like
Not understanding the emotional content of the role
Cause even though I know
Aware of the appearance of crying
What it looks like to cry
Familiar with the visual aspect of crying
I don't really know
Lacking the ability to cry authentically
How to cry
Not knowing how to express emotions through tears
It's the most foreign thing
Describing crying as an alien concept
I've never done
Never having engaged in the act of crying
I wish I could cry
Expressing a desire to experience crying
Cause I'm so jealous of the girls
Envy towards those who feel and hurt emotionally
Who hurt and feel something inside
Expressing a wish to understand that emotional state
I just wish I knew what that was like
Yearning for the ability to feel as others do
I feel so robotic in my skin
Feeling emotionally detached or robotic
Can I feel something
Expressing a desire to feel something
Please anything
Requesting any emotional response
But nothing at all
Experiencing a void of emotions
I'm so tired of feeling nothing at all
Frustration with the absence of feelings
What's wrong with me
Questioning personal emotional state
Can someone please tell me
Seeking external validation or understanding
What's wrong with me
Reiterating the uncertainty about emotional state
Why am I not crying
Expressing confusion about the lack of tears
Shouldn't I be crying
Questioning the absence of expected emotional reactions
Can I feel something
Expressing a desire to feel something
Please anything
Requesting any emotional response
But nothing at all
Experiencing a void of emotions
I'm so tired of feeling nothing at all
Frustration with the absence of feelings
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