Habit
Dancing with Demons: Battling Addiction & Fate
Lyrics
Where do I begin with you
Reflecting on where to start addressing a complex or challenging relationship.
You've been the pain in my neck
Describing the person as a constant source of distress or annoyance.
The weight on my back
Expressing the burden and pressure imposed by the person being referred to.
Everything that's ever did me wrong just leads back to you
Attributing past wrongs and hardships to the same person, suggesting a central role in personal struggles.
I can't seem to shake this feeling
Conveying difficulty in overcoming a persistent emotion or situation.
No one knows the person i am anymore
Feeling a sense of identity loss, with others not recognizing the true self.
I'm forever dancing on the cards of virtue & vice
Describing a constant balancing act between virtue and vice.
Trapped in the wheel of misfortune and hope
Feeling trapped in a cycle of misfortune and hopelessness.
I'm rolling the dice at the end of my rope
Using the metaphor of rolling dice to symbolize taking chances despite nearing the end of hope.
Oh I wish, how I wish I could fucking restart
Expressing a desire to reset or restart a challenging situation.
No person was meant to succeed from the start
Rejecting the notion that success was meant for the person from the beginning.
Coming to terms with the addiction inside
Acknowledging and confronting an internal addiction or struggle.
(Breathe, Breathe)
Encouraging self-awareness and taking a moment to breathe amidst the struggle.
Laying to waste all the poison inside
Committing to overcoming and eliminating the internal poison or negativity.
(Breathe, Breathe)
Reiterating the importance of breathing and self-care in the process of overcoming challenges.
Dancing with the devil on my hospital bed
Metaphorically dancing with the dangerous and destructive aspects of life or oneself.
The wrapping of fingers around my head
Describing a moment of intense mental or emotional pressure.
I'm breaking down
Expressing a state of emotional breakdown or collapse.
Look into my eyes and tell me what you fucking see
Challenging someone to see and understand the emotional pain or turmoil through direct eye contact.
Everyday's a constant uphill battle with reoccurring fate
Highlighting the daily struggle and difficulty faced, emphasizing a recurring pattern of fate.
I can tell by your silences that this time together
Sensing a change in the significance of time spent together, indicated by the other person's silences.
Doesn't mean what I once thought it did
Questioning the previous understanding or meaning of the time spent together with the realization that it may not hold the same value.
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