Lyrics
Look around im on my own
Feeling isolated and alone in the current situation.
Let me leave i wanna go home
Expressing a desire to leave and return home.
When its time ill die alone
Anticipating a solitary death in the future.
Only then will they hit up my phone
Expecting attention only when facing mortality.
Anyone i was ever with wasted my time
Regretting past relationships as they were time-wasting.
Where the fuck were you when i was on these climbs
Questioning the absence of someone during challenging times.
You werent always there for me but i was there for you
Highlighting a one-sided commitment in a relationship.
This might be the last time that i
A warning that the speaker might not be available in the future.
Will be there when you fall im
Commitment to not being a support system when the other person falls.
Trying my best to stay high
Struggling to stay emotionally elevated.
Dont run to me when you cry
Rejecting the idea of being a shoulder to cry on.
This might be the last time that i
Reiteration of potential unavailability in the future.
Will be there when you fall im
Continued resistance to providing emotional support.
Trying my best to stay high
Persisting effort to maintain emotional detachment.
Dont run to me when you cry
Discouraging seeking solace from the speaker during sadness.
Might be there
Uncertain presence or support in the future.
Might see it
Indicating a possibility of being present or available.
Might be there for you to see it
Being present for others to witness the speaker's struggles.
This might be the last time that i
Repeating the warning about potential unavailability.
Will be there when you fall im
Continued resistance to providing emotional support.
Trying my best to stay high
Persisting effort to maintain emotional detachment.
Dont run to me when you cry
Discouraging seeking solace from the speaker during sadness.
Anyone i was ever with wasted my time
Regret over time wasted with past relationships.
Where the fuck were you when i was on these climbs
Questioning the absence of someone during challenging times.
You werent always there for me but i was there for you
Reiterating the one-sided nature of past commitments.
Think of all the things we'd do
Reflecting on shared experiences and memories.
Places that we went for two
Recalling places visited together.
Broke my heart i fell for you
Expressing heartbreak and disappointment in the relationship.
You were'nt the one
Doubting the other person's suitability as a life partner.
I think thats true
Suspecting that the relationship wasn't genuine.
Sick of me find something new
Desiring to be replaced by something new.
Stitch my heart ran out of glue
Metaphorically describing emotional distress and depletion.
This is the last night ill cry for you
Declaring an end to emotional suffering for the other person.
Dont call me now wont have abuse
Rejecting potential contact or reconciliation.
This might be the last time that i
Reiteration of potential unavailability in the future.
Will be there when you fall im
Continued resistance to providing emotional support.
Trying my best to stay high
Persisting effort to maintain emotional detachment.
Dont run to me when you cry
Discouraging seeking solace from the speaker during sadness.
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