metanoia
Metanoia Melancholy: A Musical Journey Through Loneliness and Inner Struggles
Lyrics
This is sad song, I use to make these when I'm sad, you know
This song is an expression of sadness, created during moments of personal sorrow.
Can't stand on my feet and my head is gone
The singer feels physically and mentally incapacitated, unable to stand on their feet, and experiencing a loss of clarity in their mind.
Instead of my heart break my bones
Rather than emotional pain, the singer prefers physical suffering, suggesting a desire to escape or transform their inner turmoil.
Yeah
An affirmation or acknowledgment of the previous line.
Paint my face to show myself, yeah
The singer contemplates using facial expression as a means to reveal their true self.
Maybe paint my face to hide myself
Alternatively, the singer considers using facial expression as a way to conceal their true self.
Sometime I really wonder what's my fate, yeah
The singer reflects on their destiny or life path with a sense of curiosity.
Sometime I don't really care, yeah
There are times when the singer is indifferent or apathetic about their fate.
You think I do this all for fame, yeah
Addressing the misconception that the singer creates music solely for fame, emphasizing a desire for personal pride instead.
I just want to be proud of my name, yeah
The singer's motivation is not fame; rather, they want to feel proud of their own name.
I can make you sure, we're not the same, nah
Assuring that the singer and the listener are different individuals.
I never hide when it rains, nah
The singer doesn't hide from challenges or difficulties.
I never hide when it rains, yeah
Repetition of the idea that the singer doesn't hide during challenging times.
I never hide when it rains
Reiteration of not hiding during difficult circumstances.
This is sad song, I use to make these when I'm sad, you know
Reiteration of the song's theme of creating sad music during personal low points.
Can't stand on my feet and my head is gone
Restatement of physical and mental struggles.
Instead of my heart break my bones
Reiteration of choosing physical pain over emotional distress.
Fucked up, fucked up, yeah I'm fucked up
Expressing a sense of being messed up or troubled.
I know, I know, what it's like to
Acknowledging an understanding of what it feels like to wish for death.
Wishin' for death
Describing a state of longing for death.
Have cold places in bed
Experiencing emotional coldness and emptiness in bed.
Paint my bathroom with the red
Symbolic use of red paint in the bathroom, possibly representing inner emotional struggles.
When every song is fuckin' sad
Every song in the singer's repertoire reflects a sad emotional tone.
I smile but don't feel happiness
The singer smiles outwardly but doesn't genuinely feel happiness.
Bipolar, there's no fuckin' rest
Indicating a state of bipolar disorder with a lack of rest or stability.
I said "I'm not" but still depressed
The singer denies being depressed but admits to feeling that way.
I'm really tired of loneliness
An expression of weariness and exhaustion from loneliness.
I smile but don't feel happiness
Repetition of the theme of smiling without genuine happiness.
Bipolar, there's no fuckin' rest
Reiteration of the bipolar state and lack of rest.
I said "I'm not" but still depressed
Restating the denial of depression while acknowledging its presence.
I'm really tired of loneliness
Repeating the exhaustion from loneliness.
I smile but don't feel happiness
Again emphasizing the contradiction of smiling without true happiness.
I said "I'm not" but still depressed
Reiteration of denying depression despite admitting to it.
This is sad song, I use to make these when I'm sad, you know
Recalling the theme of creating sad music during personal low points.
Can't stand on my feet and my head is gone
Restatement of physical and mental struggles.
Instead of my heart break my bones
Reiteration of choosing physical pain over emotional distress.
This is sad song, I use to make these when I'm sad, you know
Reiteration of the song's theme of creating sad music during personal low points.
Can't stand on my feet and my head is gone
Restatement of physical and mental struggles.
Instead of my heart break my bones
Reiteration of choosing physical pain over emotional distress.
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