Lyrics
It kind of drives you crazy cause you feel like you should have these answers but you
Feeling overwhelmed because of the expectation to have answers but not having them
Don't
Expressing the lack of answers
So you're just trying to think your way into a solution cause there's no other reason
Attempting to solve a problem through thinking as there's no apparent alternative
Check
Confirmation or agreement
Dee Aitch
Self-identification by the artist
Wow what the fuck is wrong with all of these people nobody caring anymore it ain't no reason
Expressing frustration with societal indifference, questioning the reasons for people's lack of care
Yeah I was looking up to God for hope and peace the life I'm living could be worse
Turning to God for hope and peace despite challenges in life
And more illegal ha but maybe that is what's driving me crazy
Speculating that perhaps the illegal aspects of life are causing inner turmoil
We used to wake up in a trailer we used to be free in a daydream
Reflecting on a past life in a trailer, a simpler and freer time
but maybe, just maybe
Introducing uncertainty about the cause of inner distress
That is what's driving me crazy
Repeating the idea that a previous life situation might be causing current distress
We used to wake up in a trailer we used to be free in a daydream
Reiterating memories of a past life in simpler circumstances
I wonder what happens when I get it right to the point where I feel lonely
Wondering about the consequences of success leading to loneliness
My spirit is meant to be I don't know comparing myself with my homies
Comparing oneself to friends and questioning personal purpose
I'm wondering every minute and every hour forgive me father I keep on telling myself
Continuously seeking forgiveness and guidance while reflecting on past mistakes
David you know how you ended up in a slaughter
Reflecting on a person named David and the possibility of a tragic end
David's only 18 tell him God how is it real
Highlighting the vulnerability of an 18-year-old, questioning the reality of their experiences
David is not perfect but he got himself back up pushing on a hill no you can change it it was too
David's imperfections and struggles to overcome challenges, even if it seems impossible
Late even if you will Dee Aitch is growing his home all on his own something to feel
Growing independently despite difficulties, finding something positive to hold onto
better hold energy close these people I know they keeping it straight they told me to watch
Being cautious about words spoken, learning from experiences shared by others
For my words I put in my mouth I say what I say now loving is real I put in the work
Expressing genuine love and dedication through actions and efforts
I put in the time I put in the lows I put in the highs it's like I'm a shadow who's broken
Feeling broken yet still putting effort into creative expression
And rhymes so fuck it
Accepting difficulties and frustrations, expressing a sense of resignation
Wow what the fuck is wrong with all of these people
Repeating frustration with society's lack of care
nobody caring anymore it ain't no reason yeah I was looking up to God for hope and peaceful
Reiterating the search for hope and peace from God despite challenging circumstances
The life I'm living could be worse and more illegal
Speculating again that illegal aspects of life might contribute to inner turmoil
but maybe that is what's driving me crazy
Reiterating uncertainty about the cause of inner distress
we used to wake up in a trailer we used to be free in a daydream
Reflecting on past freedom and simplicity in life
but maybe just maybe that is what's driving me crazy we used to wake up in a trailer we used to be free in a daydream
Reiterating memories of a past life in simpler circumstances
We used to be free in a daydream
Emphasizing the longing for the freedom of imagination and simplicity
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