Narcotic Spiral
Narcotic Spiral: A Haunting Journey Through Pain and Addiction
Lyrics
Running down the road of pain
Expressing the experience of enduring a painful journey.
Toxic shit is in my veins
Referring to the presence of harmful substances in the speaker's bloodstream.
In this endless misery
Describing a state of continuous suffering and distress.
Narcotic spiral set me free
Embracing the idea of finding liberation through a spiral of narcotic substances.
Every time it is the same
Highlighting the repetitive nature of the speaker's experiences.
Up the nose to freeze my brain
Describing the method of using substances through the nose to alter the mind.
I cannot get away from it
Expressing a sense of entrapment and inability to escape from the cycle.
So paradox i hate this shit
Acknowledging the paradoxical relationship with the narcotic substances that the speaker dislikes.
Oh i wanna go to the promised land
Expressing a desire to reach a better place or state.
But like ashes it becomes all dust in my hand
Comparing the desired destination to ashes, symbolizing the fleeting nature of the goal.
Struggling every day with pain
Conveying the ongoing struggle with pain on a daily basis.
Soon the procedure comes again
Anticipating a recurring procedure related to substance use.
Numb it with the toxic stuff
Numbing the pain with toxic substances.
Oh i want more, can't get enough
Expressing a craving for more of the toxic substances.
The dusty trail i leave behind
Reflecting on a troubled past marked by poor choices.
Made me all the time so blind
Indicating a lack of clarity and insight due to past actions.
Satisfaction is what i'm hunting
Stating the pursuit of satisfaction despite being trapped in a repetitive cycle.
At least caught in a circle running
Describing the speaker's situation as being caught in a circular pattern.
Oh i wanna go to the promised land
Reiterating the desire to reach a promised land but acknowledging its elusive nature.
But again dust is rising down from my hand
Comparing the desired destination to dust, emphasizing its fleeting and transient nature.
Narcotic spiral i am yours
Personifying the narcotic spiral as if it has control over the speaker's life.
Every day my life gets worse
Expressing a sense of worsening circumstances in the speaker's life.
But how far can i still go on
Pondering on the limited endurance to continue living in such conditions.
Not long and i'll be dead and gone
Anticipating an imminent end to the speaker's life.
Tell no one when i'm in my grave
Instructing not to disclose the influence of drugs on the speaker's life after death.
That fucking drugs made me there slave
Expressing frustration and resentment towards the impact of drugs.
Oh in this endless misery
Reiterating the theme of endless misery caused by the narcotic spiral.
Narcotic spiral set me free
Repeating the idea that the narcotic spiral provides a form of liberation.
Oh i wanna go to the promised land
Expressing the persistent desire to reach a promised land despite the challenges.
But in the end i vanish into dusty sand
Conveying the inevitability of disappearing or succumbing to the challenges like dusty sand.
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