With My Thoughts
Escaping Mental Chaos: Dempsey Bolton's Journey Through Thoughts
Lyrics
Need my head stopped, some cool water to the face right now
Desire to halt overwhelming thoughts, seeking immediate relief like splashing water on the face.
Thinking all night
Continuously thinking throughout the night.
Dizzy, cause on my feet I'm a philosopher
Feeling mentally overwhelmed despite being physically active, comparing oneself to a philosopher.
And I just wanna kill all my thoughts,
Wishing to eliminate or silence one's thoughts entirely.
Recluse with my mind in a box
Choosing isolation to confine one's thoughts within the mind.
Don't let me alone with them thoughts
Asking not to be left alone with one's thoughts due to their intensity.
Don't let me alone with my thoughts
Reiteration of the plea not to be left alone with personal thoughts.
I took a couple xannies, I'm on that roller
Mentioning the use of Xanax, indicating a state of seeking relaxation or escape from anxiety.
Feeling so 1970s, gimme that clover
Feeling nostalgic, wanting something reminiscent of the 1970s, perhaps seeking comfort or familiarity.
I'll take whatever you got
Openness to whatever is offered without specific expectations.
Not really looking for a good time
Not actively seeking enjoyment or pleasure.
Just a different space
Desiring a change of environment or mental state, seeking peace and solitude.
And a couple hours of quiet
Wishing for a few hours of tranquility and lack of external disturbances.
Live good while you can, body don't last
Encouraging living well as the body is mortal and won't endure forever.
You think you'll always have a tan without looking tanned?
Questioning the assumption of maintaining a tan without actively seeking it.
You think you're coming off mature sipping vodka cream?
Questioning the idea of appearing mature while drinking a specific alcoholic beverage.
You think it's easy having it easy and still feeling sad?
Questioning the ease of having a comfortable life while still experiencing sadness or dissatisfaction.
Need my head stopped, some cool water to the face right now
Repetition of the desire to stop overwhelming thoughts immediately.
Thinking all night
Continuation of prolonged thinking during the night.
Dizzy, cause on my feet I'm a philosopher
Feeling mentally overwhelmed despite being physically active, likening oneself to a philosopher.
And I just wanna kill all my thoughts,
Expressing the desire to eliminate or silence personal thoughts.
Recluse with my mind in a box
Choosing isolation to confine one's thoughts within the mind.
Don't let me alone with them thoughts
Asking not to be left alone with one's thoughts due to their intensity.
Don't let me alone with my thoughts
Reiteration of the plea not to be left alone with personal thoughts.
Every minute, every second tryna stop myself from spreading the truth (fire away)
Struggling to withhold or control the impulse to share truthful information.
All these stupid conversations bout celebrity relations to boot (fire away)
Feeling bothered by meaningless discussions about celebrities' relationships.
I'm staying focused now, can't let my mouth betray my fragile hands
Determined to maintain focus and prevent verbalizing thoughts that could be harmful.
I'm on full lotus now, nah b I got this under total command
Feeling in control and composed despite external appearances.
Fuck it, well pardon me saying this I don't have any excuse to be so rude
Apologizing for rudeness but asserting insightfulness about others' issues.
But the problem I see is inside of yourself I'm a pretty insightful dude hahahaha
Recognizing the problem within others while maintaining a sense of humor.
I know that I'm sounding self righteous but I think that we could stand to grow
Acknowledging potential self-righteousness but advocating personal growth.
And I know this is true cause I haven't stopped thinking since I was in the womb, pretty much all thought
Stating continuous thinking since birth, implying constant mental activity.
Pretty much can't stop
Admitting an inability to stop thinking consistently.
Pretty much over pretty much everything but this drop
Feeling exhausted by most things but still attached to a specific sensation or experience.
Pretty much ruining pretty much everything that I touch
Feeling responsible for ruining relationships or opportunities due to personal actions or thoughts.
Pretty much burning pretty much every bridge that I got
Acknowledging the destruction caused in various relationships or situations.
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