Lyrics
Ion see the point I guess its seeing me
Expressing a sense of not understanding the purpose or significance, possibly feeling unnoticed.
Always been plan A there aint a B or C
Asserting a commitment to a singular plan without alternative options (A, B, or C).
Cuz I'm jus doing me jus really doing me
Emphasizing self-authenticity and individuality, focusing on personal actions and choices.
But me been feeling cold since two oh double three
Indicating a prolonged sense of emotional coldness or detachment since the year 2003.
I'm twenty two my brain feel like an atom bomb
Describing a disconnect between the age (22) and the internal emotional state, using an explosive metaphor.
Could push the button everything would just be gone
Contemplating the power to end everything with a metaphorical button, questioning the consequences.
Then what the fuck I'm supposed to tell my fucking mom
Expressing concern about the impact on family (specifically, the mother) if such drastic action were taken.
But I been feeling numb for just like way to long
Acknowledging a prolonged period of emotional numbness or insensitivity.
I
Repetition for emphasis on personal struggles and attempts.
I
-I
-Try and try and try
Repeating attempts to see the positive side or find meaning, possibly in a metaphorical "light."
Try and try and try
-Try to see the light
-Dead
Repetition of the word "Dead" emphasizing a profound emotional emptiness.
Dead
-Dead
-Inside
Summarizing the emotional state as feeling dead inside, expressing a lack of vitality.
Cuz I don't feel alive
-Sometimes I feel alright
Describing fleeting moments of feeling okay, contrasted with the passage of time.
Then time come pass me by
-Times a pressing subject in my head
Reflecting on the urgency of time and the transient nature of life, acknowledging its pressing influence.
You living for today and then you dead
-Wont live to see tomorrow no instead
Anticipating not living to see the next day, connecting it to a past experience of waking up feeling emotionally dead.
Cuz yesterday I woke up feeling dead
-I know in my head that I'm alone
Acknowledging a sense of loneliness despite the presence of others, expressing difficulty in understanding personal feelings.
These people all around me no they don't
-No matter how much I could feel at home
-How I jus feel you'll never fucking know
-I
Repetition emphasizing continued efforts to cope or find meaning.
I
-I
-Try and try and try
Repeating the struggle to find light or positivity amid emotional challenges.
Try and try and try
-Try to see the light
-Dead
Repetition of the word "Dead" reinforcing the enduring sense of emptiness.
Dead
-Dead
-Inside
-Cuz I don't feel alive
Reiterating the feeling of not being alive, occasionally feeling okay but still facing the passage of time.
Sometimes I feel alright
-Then time come pass me by
Expressing a sense of time passing by, potentially highlighting missed opportunities or unfulfilled moments.
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