Lyrics
How could I be ending in this place
Expressing confusion and disbelief about being in this situation.
Downtrodden and indistinct
Feeling oppressed and unnoticed.
I've always questioned myself
Always doubted oneself.
This must be reality
Believing this harsh reality is true.
Least, remember being too busy to sleep
Recalling being extremely busy, possibly neglecting self-care.
In this dream, I am bread for death
Feeling like a victim, destined for death in this dream.
I was brought here for murder
Feeling brought into a situation linked with murder.
Just a means to an end
Being used as a tool for someone else's goals.
You know, living the dream
Sarcastically referring to a terrible situation as "living the dream."
Living the dream
Repeating the sarcasm, emphasizing the nightmarish quality.
Dreaming a nightmare
Emphasizing the nightmarish nature of the situation.
Dreaming a nightmare
-Nightmare
-Pharm me all my feelings
Using medication to suppress emotions, questioning its impact on reality.
(If it makes me real)
Accepting artificiality as a means to feel real.
The emptiness swells in itself but it's so
Emptiness grows despite trying to fill it, leading to feeling lifeless.
(Leaving me lifeless)
-No words to say
Feeling ruined and decayed, no hope left.
End of the day
-Found in decay
-And I'm already ruined
-And they kill me again
Repeated feeling of being killed or destroyed.
My skin, My suit of defeat
Metaphorical descriptions of feeling defeated, controlled, and replaceable.
My heart, My soul
-To vanquish, To ravish
-Too foul to eat
-Muzzle my bite
-Silence my bark
-Control my heart
-Default my brain
-Make me tame
-I am your product
-To be replaced
-Erase my soul
-Conditions you've left
Feeling abandoned and left for dead due to circumstances.
Have left me for dead
-My tourniquet's soaked in demise
-And that's far from all she said
-Cleanse
Seeking cleansing from this agonizing state.
Drain the life
Expressing complete emotional and physical exhaustion, feeling lifeless and resigned to death.
From my soulless eyes
-Tears are gone
-'Cause I'm dead inside
-Not meant to live
-Only meant to die
-Never get up off my knees
-My lungs are not mine to breathe
-Never taught
Feeling uneducated, silenced, unable to express oneself.
Can't even speak
-Pharm me all my feelings
Reiteration of previous feelings of emptiness, lifelessness, and decay, feeling irreparably ruined.
(If it makes me real)
-The emptiness swells in itself but it's so
-(Leaving me lifeless)
-No words to say
-End of the day
-Found in decay
-I'm already ruined
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