Hell in July
Inferno of Regret: Derek Christensen's Meltdown in 'Hell in July'
Lyrics
I tried hard to face this
I struggled to confront this situation
But face it I'm faceless
However, I find myself without a distinct identity
Fucked up I'm wasted
I messed up, I'm in a state of ruin
Still too scared to say it
Still too afraid to admit the truth
I think that I'm melting
I feel like I'm disintegrating
And nothing is helping
Nothing seems to provide relief
This isn't healthy
This situation is not conducive to well-being
Hell is where I'll be
I anticipate being in a state of suffering
It's hotter than Hell outside
The weather is extremely hot
I think I'll burn alive because you left me to die
I believe I'll experience intense pain because you abandoned me to suffer
It feels worse than it should
The emotional pain is more severe than expected
There's always change and it's never good
Change is constant, and it's consistently unfavorable
I think that I'm sunburned
I sense that I'm emotionally burnt
Cause fuck man my skin hurts
My skin hurts intensely, emphasizing the emotional pain
It's what I deserve
I believe this suffering is my just reward
The hard way's how I learn
I tend to learn things the hard way
I get why you left me
I understand why you ended the relationship
I'm sure you wish you never met me
I'm certain you regret meeting me
The sun can be deadly
The sun, symbolizing life, can be dangerous
I'm left feeling empty
I'm left feeling emotionally hollow
It's hotter than Hell outside
The temperature is exceptionally high
I think I'll burn alive because you left me to die
I fear I'll experience intense pain because you abandoned me to suffer
It feels worse than it should
The emotional pain is more severe than expected
There's always change and it's never good
Change is constant, and it's consistently unfavorable
It's never good
Change is always challenging
It's never good
-It's hotter than Hell in July
The intensity of suffering is likened to the extreme heat of July
I think I'll burn alive because you left me to die
I fear I'll experience intense pain because you abandoned me to suffer
It feels worse than it should
The emotional pain is more severe than expected
There's always change and it's never good
Change is constant, and it's consistently unfavorable
It's never good
Change is always challenging
Fucking Christ
An expression of frustration or exasperation
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