MAIN CHARACTER

This expresses frustration and a sense of reaching a limit or breaking point.

Describes an energized and confident state of mind.

Conveys a lack of appreciation or acknowledgment for something.

Reiterates the speaker's strong dissatisfaction and resolve.

Suggests a desire to exaggerate reactions for attention or diversion.

Expresses the intention to divert attention through overreaction.

Refers to the performative aspect of portraying a dramatic character.

Emphasizes the desire to be the central, significant figure in the story of one's life.

Main character

Main character

Expresses a willingness to adopt a negative attitude to address inner dissatisfaction.

Describes an urge to behave negatively to alleviate internal discomfort.

Suggests that acting out provides a temporary relief from life's challenges.

Acknowledges the constant feeling of life being tiring and draining.

Reflects on taking moments to self-pity, despite potential negative effects on mental health.

Recognizes the adverse impact of self-pity on mental well-being.

Admits to the pleasure derived from indulging in a misunderstood persona.

Expresses satisfaction in acting as if others don't understand.

Questions the value of being mature and patient over the years.

19 years of my life

And what good does it do?

Highlights how chaos or disorder influences the speaker's mood.

Repeats the theme of reaching a breaking point with a pumped-up attitude and lack of gratitude.

Pumped up attitude

No gratitude

Reiterates the desire to overreact and distract through dramatic actions.

Let me overreact

So I can distract

Expresses a preference for chaotic actions over a dull reality.

Nothing's real if it's too crazy

Repeats the desire to be the central figure, the main character.

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Main character

Introduces a moment of reflection or realization with an exclamation.

Acknowledges a tendency to adopt a victim mentality.

Embraces the role of a disliked character without apology.

You won't get an apology

Everyone treats me like a bitch

So what is wrong with being it?

Describes using acting to cope with pain and avoiding genuine feelings.

Laugh at my life like some dumb play

Because if nothing's truly real

I'll avoid feeling what I feel

Questions the effectiveness of maturity over time and considers regressing to a more carefree attitude.

19 years of my life

I'll regress to a time

Where acting like this would be fine

Expresses a final breaking point, but also acknowledges inspiration from the experience.

Put up with all your bullshit

My last fucking straw

Indicates a moment of inspiration or realization.

Mhmmm

Mhmmm

Suggests a pause in facing reality.

Expresses a desire to be the main character despite the potential consequences.

I wanna be

I wanna be

The Main

Main Character

Reiterates the aspiration to be the central figure in one's own narrative.