Fantasy
Lost in a Fantasy: Unrequited Desires and September Sparks
Lyrics
When I'm in your sight, are you looking at me
Questioning if the person is paying attention when in their presence.
Am I on your mind
Wondering if the person thinks about the speaker when they are not together.
After I leave, don't give me an inch cause I'll take a mile
Warning against giving the speaker too much freedom as they might take advantage.
Can we go back to that first smile
Expressing a desire to go back to the moment when they first smiled at each other.
It's on repeat over and over again
Replaying the memory of that first smile repeatedly in the speaker's mind.
We don't touch, I need you to hold me
Expressing a need for physical affection, the desire to be held.
Do you ever think of my body
Asking if the person thinks about the speaker's body.
In your head
Questioning if the person imagines the speaker in their thoughts.
I'm just a friend, that won't ever change
Acknowledging a platonic relationship that is not expected to change.
Half the time you seem to ignore me
Observing that the person sometimes seems to ignore the speaker.
Do you really find me that boring
Questioning if the person genuinely finds the speaker boring.
I get so lost in my head
Describing moments of being mentally absorbed and confused.
Saw you that one night after the show
Recalling seeing the person after a performance.
You caught my eye and I had to know
Being captivated by the person and wanting to know more about them.
Were you thinking of me
Inquiring if the person was thinking about the speaker during that encounter.
It was September 15th
Providing a specific date, possibly significant, related to the encounter.
And you sparked a fire
Describing the impact of the person, igniting a passionate feeling.
My worst desire
Referring to a desire that may be considered undesirable or conflicting.
Drowning in your eyes
Feeling overwhelmed or captivated by the person's gaze.
We don't touch, I need you to hold me
Reiterating the need for physical closeness and reassurance.
Do you ever think of my body in your head
Repeating the question about the person thinking of the speaker's body.
I'm just a friend, that won't ever change
Affirming the enduring nature of a platonic friendship.
Half the time you seem to ignore me
Noticing occasional neglect or indifference from the person.
Do you really find me that boring
Reiterating the question of whether the person finds the speaker boring.
I get so lost in my head
Repeating the feeling of being mentally lost and confused.
It's a dream, you and me
Describing a shared dream or fantasy between the speaker and the person.
It was all a fantasy
Acknowledging that what happened was a product of imagination, not reality.
No it's not real, let's pretend
Suggesting a willingness to pretend or engage in a fantasy.
Not just living in my head
Rejecting the idea of solely living in the speaker's thoughts or fantasies.
It's a dream, you and me
Reiterating the shared dream or fantasy between the speaker and the person.
It was all a fantasy
Affirming that the experience was a fantasy, not a real occurrence.
No it's not real, let's pretend
Continuing to embrace the idea of pretending or engaging in a fantasy.
Not just living in my head
Rejecting the notion of exclusively living in the speaker's thoughts or fantasies.
Aye mi vida Dianna
A phrase in Spanish expressing a personal connection or endearment.
Have you even had a full conversation with the guy
Raising questions about the depth of the speaker's knowledge and connection with the person.
Do you even know his name
Expressing uncertainty about whether the person knows the speaker's name.
You know if I was your therapist I would quit
Commenting on the challenging nature of the speaker's situation, implying a difficult therapy session.
Just get over him
Encouraging the speaker to move on from the person and seek support.
And call me back
Ending with a directive to call the speaker back, possibly indicating a desire for further conversation.
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