Only in My Mind
Unveiling Fantasy: soulDecision's Echoes of Unrequited Love
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I want to know you
I desire to understand you
But your personality and mind
Your personality and thoughts
Are not the things I want to try
Are not what I want to explore
And I cannot control you
I can't exert influence over you
'Cause no matter how I try
Efforts to connect seem futile
Our conversations aren't defined
Our talks lack clear definition
And I say
Expressing
How does it feel?
Asking about emotions
When you know that I am watching?
When aware of my observation
How does it feel?
Asking about feelings
When you know that I am there?
When aware of my presence
Why do you think you can hide from your mistakes?
Questioning the ability to hide errors
Whatever babe, whatever baby
Dismissive response
I will see your face again
Anticipation of encountering again
I followed you a lifetime baby
Persistent pursuit over a lifetime
You could never hide from me
Belief in impossibility of hiding
I close my eyes and fantasize
Imagining scenarios with closed eyes
About you right in front of me
Visualizing you before me
And when I'm satisfied
Contentment after satisfaction
I wake up and realize
Awakening to reality
That everything you've done to me
Realization of imagined actions
Was only in my mind
Recognition that it was all in the mind
You are the one to make me better
You are the source of improvement
You are the one who will never change
You are unchanging
Sometimes I think you've read my letters
Suspicions about reading letters
Maybe you already know my name
Possibility of knowing identity
I want to see you
Desire to witness in person
Not the fragments in my mind or the pages where you lie
Not just fragments or written lies
Well I want to feel you
Desire to physically feel
In every corner of my bed I sleep with you beneath my head
Close connection even in sleep
How does it feel?
Repeating the inquiry about emotions
When you know that I am watching?
Being observed
How does it feel?
Being acknowledged
When you know that I am there?
Acknowledging presence
Why do you think you can hide from your mistakes?
Questioning the ability to hide errors (repeated)
Whatever babe, whatever baby
Dismissive response (repeated)
I will see your face again
Anticipation of encountering again (repeated)
I followed you a lifetime baby
Persistent pursuit over a lifetime (repeated)
You could never hide from me
Belief in impossibility of hiding (repeated)
I close my eyes and fantasize
Imagining scenarios with closed eyes (repeated)
About you right in front of me
Visualizing you before me (repeated)
And when I find I am satisfied
Contentment after satisfaction (repeated)
I wake up and realize
Awakening to reality (repeated)
That everything you've done to me
Realization of imagined actions (repeated)
Was only in my mind
Recognition that it was all in the mind (repeated)
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