Only in My Mind
Echoes of Love's Illusion
Lyrics
I took my conscience for a ride
I engaged in introspection or self-reflection.
So I can know what's still inside
I sought to understand my inner self.
Cause right now things don't seem so bad
Presently, the situation doesn't appear dire.
But I know this will never last
Aware that this positive phase won't endure.
And now my thoughts are running wild
My mind is filled with unrestrained thoughts.
With dreams of chasing love around
Fantasizing about pursuing love.
Cause I'm a victim of your pain
Being adversely affected by your suffering.
Inside my head it starts to rain
Internally, a storm of emotions begins.
I'm broken, I'm down
I am emotionally shattered and low.
I barely had a chance to turn around
Little opportunity for a turnaround.
And I miss you, I won't lie
Expressing genuine longing for you.
My night is tortured by the things I keep inside
Nightmares are fueled by internal struggles.
And I'll take the eyes you show
I will accept the reality you reveal.
My thoughts wander to the places we won't go
My thoughts drift to unexplored places.
But I know, I know
Despite this, I recognize...
It's only in my mind
...it's a figment of my imagination.
It's only in my mind
I found the answers in your lies
I discovered the truth in your deceit.
Now I can finally say I tried
Now, I can say I made an effort.
And when our hearts crash down tonight
Anticipating a collapse of our emotions.
Will you stay by my side?
Will you stand by me through it?
I guess it doesn't matter what you say
Regardless of what you say, it seems irrelevant.
I'm broken, I'm down
Emotionally devastated and low.
I barely had a chance to turn around
Hardly had a chance to turn things around.
And I miss you, I won't lie
Admitting a deep yearning for you.
My night is tortured by the things I keep inside
Nighttime is haunted by internal conflicts.
And I'll take the eyes you show
I'll accept the truth you reveal.
My thoughts wander to the places we won't go
My mind envisions unattainable destinations.
But I know, I know
Despite this, I understand...
It's only in my mind
...it's merely a creation of my mind.
If you're sinking, I'll drown
If you're struggling, I'll be overwhelmed.
I'm getting tired of thinking you're around
Growing weary of assuming your presence.
But I'll stay here, I'll try
Still, I'll persevere and attempt...
To fix the pieces that we thought already died
...to mend what we thought was irreparable.
And I'll take the eyes you show
I'll accept the truth you reveal.
My heart wanders to the places we won't go
My emotions stray to uncharted territories.
But I know, I know
Despite this, I comprehend...
It's only in my mind
...it's only a creation of my mind.
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