Belen
Lost Love and Lucid Reflections: Dillon Garza's Emotional Journey in 'Belen'
Lyrics
I lost my soul in you
I experienced a profound sense of loss or emptiness in our relationship.
But I can't find a way
I am unable to discover a solution or path to resolve the challenges in our relationship.
Our love was so damn fake
Our love was insincere or deceptive.
Lost in Focus I know
I acknowledge being distracted or unfocused, perhaps contributing to our issues.
That deep hole in my heart
There is a significant emotional void or pain within me.
I know life's so fucking lame I know this shit's all a game
Life feels unfulfilling and like a meaningless game.
God damn
An expression of frustration or astonishment.
This shit's all a game I know this shit's all a game
Reiteration that life and relationships are perceived as games.
I left early morning, she said I cannot find you
Describing leaving early in the morning and someone expressing difficulty in finding the person.
I said I cannot use your past against you
Refusing to use past actions against someone.
Yeah I know, I'm blacked out drunk, I'm blacked out stupid
Acknowledging being heavily intoxicated and lacking awareness.
I'm blacked out of my mind and I know that time was so lucid
Despite the intoxicated state, recognizing that time felt clear or lucid.
But I know he knows that we know my pride was big as ego
Acknowledging the awareness of a third person who knows about the speaker's pride and ego.
And I can never reload, the tongue kissing at home
Expressing an inability to reload or start afresh, perhaps in the context of a relationship.
Our time was cold as the snow, but I can't hold on your nose
Describing a past period as emotionally cold, but an inability to forget or let go.
And I know, how could I love you if I don't love myself
Recognizing the difficulty of loving someone if self-love is lacking.
I get so
The emotional state is overwhelming.
Higher in those eyes
Feeling elevated or intoxicated in someone's gaze or presence.
Higher in those eyes
Reiterating the heightened emotional state in someone's eyes.
All I wanted was us
Expressing a desire for a unified "us" in the relationship.
All I wanted was us
Reiterating the longing for a connection or unity.
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