Julia

Expressing vulnerability and exposure, using a metaphor of being undressed by someone's gaze.

Feeling a sense of awakening or realization, possibly in response to the attention mentioned in the previous line.

Conveying fear or discomfort regarding one's own reflection, possibly indicating internal struggles or self-image issues.

Expressing fear or uncertainty about the relationship with the person mentioned in line 1.

Repeating the theme of vulnerability and exposure, suggesting a recurring feeling of being observed.

Reiterating the sense of awakening or realization mentioned in line 2.

Describing the emotional impact of imagining the person's hands around the speaker, creating a feeling of being overwhelmed.

Expressing a choked or emotional response to the thoughts of physical closeness with the person.

Suggesting that thoughts of the person linger even when the speaker is away late, indicating a significant impact on the speaker's mind.

Highlighting the persistent presence of the person in the speaker's thoughts even when physically absent.

Comparing the impact of others on the speaker to the overwhelming influence of the person in question.

Emphasizing that the person has a constant and profound effect on the speaker's life.

Addressing someone named Julia, initiating a conversation or reflection on their relationship.

Inquiring about Julia's well-being and expressing a sense of detachment or distance over the years.

Acknowledging the passage of time since the speaker last knew Julia and noting her growth.

Observing Julia's maturation and expressing pleasure in seeing her as an adult.

Revisiting the theme of vulnerability and exposure through the act of being undressed by someone's gaze.

Reiterating the sense of awakening or realization through the opening of the speaker's eyes.

Stating that the speaker has been awake, possibly metaphorically, for a while, indicating a state of awareness or consciousness.

Expressing a simple desire for 'enough,' possibly implying contentment or fulfillment.

Repeating the theme of vulnerability while suggesting the speaker is turning to rust, possibly signifying decay or wear.

Indicating a state of deterioration or change while being observed by someone.

Referring to oneself as the 'ghost of the year,' possibly conveying a feeling of being absent or detached from life.

Explaining the absence mentioned in line 23 and attributing it to being gone frequently.

Repeating the address to Julia, continuing the conversation or reflection on their relationship.

Inquiring again about Julia's well-being, acknowledging the time that has passed since they last knew each other.

Reiterating the observation of Julia's growth and expressing joy at seeing her as an adult.

Continuing the acknowledgment of the passage of time and the positive impression of Julia's maturity.

Repeating the address to Julia, maintaining the conversational or reflective tone.

Reiterating the inquiry about Julia's well-being and acknowledging the duration of their separation.

Continuing to express pleasure in seeing Julia's growth and adulthood after years of not knowing her.

Repeating the address to Julia and maintaining the positive tone regarding her growth.

Continuing the conversation or reflection with Julia, maintaining a friendly and inquisitive tone.

Reiterating the inquiry about Julia's well-being and expressing continued curiosity and care.

Acknowledging the passage of time and expressing joy at seeing Julia's development into adulthood.

Concluding the address to Julia, reiterating the pleasure in witnessing her growth and maturity.