Learn to Love What's Killing Me
Embracing Liberation Amid Struggle
Lyrics
I Was Waiting At The Hotel At 4 A.M
Waiting at a hotel very early in the morning.
Staring Down The Open Road
Contemplating the uncertain future.
I Was Carrying Bowling Bags Of Bulgarian Stuff
Carrying burdensome items from Bulgaria, feeling unsatisfied despite recent experiences.
Unhappy In The Afterglow
Feeling discontented after a prior positive experience.
I Was Taught To Stay High With My Head Kept Down Low
Being taught to maintain a low profile despite internal highs.
Something I Quess You'll Never Know
Recognizing that certain experiences won't be understood by others.
Last Thing I Remember Was A Blinding Light
Recollection of a vivid memory involving intense sensations.
Noise, Sweat And Smoke
Recalling a scene filled with chaos, physical exertion, and environmental pollution.
I Ain't Asking Noone For Good Advice
Not seeking advice from anyone.
I Can Walk, I Can Stand
Asserting independence and physical capability.
I Can Pull The Strings Left In My Hands
Retaining control over remaining opportunities despite past setbacks.
I Can Be So Free
Feeling the potential for freedom.
Once I Learn To Love What's Killing Me
Realizing that embracing what causes harm can lead to freedom.
Who Can Say They Mean No Wrong And Still Be Alone
Questioning the ability to be morally upright yet feel isolated.
Who's That Waiting By The Phone?
Wondering about someone waiting for an anticipated call.
For The Call That Won't Come
Expecting communication that never arrives.
The Right Words To Make Sense
Seeking coherence in a critical moment.
In The Split Seconds Just Before You Jump
Considering decisions right before a significant action.
I Was Reconstructing All The Things That You Said
Reevaluating past conversations and arranging them for examination.
Laid Them Out On This Here Kitchen Floor
Physically laying out thoughts for scrutiny.
Thought I'd Had Way Too Much Of Your Flash Flood Stuff
Believing to have had enough of overwhelming experiences but realizing a need for more.
Turns Out I Really Needed Some More
Recognizing a requirement for further intense experiences.
I Ain't Asking You For Your Good Advice
Refusing advice from a specific person.
I Will Walk,I Will Stand
Asserting determination to move forward.
I Will Pull The Strings Left In My Hands
Exerting control over available resources.
I Will Be So Free
Envisioning a state of freedom.
Once I've Learnt To Love Whats Killing Me
Realizing that by embracing what causes harm, freedom can be attained.
I Can Walk, I Can Stand
Reiterating personal capability.
I Can Pull These Strings Left In My Hands
Emphasizing continued control over personal circumstances.
I Can Be So Free
Reiterating the potential for freedom by accepting harmful elements.
Once I Learn To Love What's Killing Me.
Understanding the necessity of embracing what may be destructive to achieve liberation.
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