Lyrics
In this mud of lies I crawl
In the midst of deceit, I struggle.
Emptiness is burning me
An overwhelming sense of emptiness consumes me.
Blind hatred
Blind and intense hatred controls my actions.
Drives me to extremes
This hatred pushes me to extreme behavior.
Thorns of lies
Lies, like thorns, penetrate my thoughts.
Pierce my mind
The painful truth is the only reality I encounter.
The bitter truth
Amidst deception, I discover only harsh and unpleasant truths.
Is all I find
All I encounter is the bitter reality.
Black is all I see
My vision is obscured by darkness.
Within these walls of pain
These walls that surround me are saturated with pain.
If I can't find myself
If I fail to rediscover my true self,
I'm better off dead
I contemplate that death might be a preferable option.
I can't forgive
I struggle to pardon.
Once given trust turns to disgust
The trust I once gave transforms into deep repulsion.
I'm lost in misery
I am submerged in profound unhappiness.
I'm deep into pain
I am immersed in intense suffering.
Frustration and anger
Frustration and anger overwhelm me.
To the bone it eats
These emotions consume me to the core.
Hate is all I feel
My predominant emotion is hatred.
I can't forget
I cannot erase from memory.
The wounds of betrayal still
The wounds of betrayal continue to bleed.
Bleeding flesh
My inner self is still in pain and anguish.
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