When I'm Awake

Navigating Emotions: DJ Kenter's Reflections on Love and Loss
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Lyrics

When I'm tired

Feeling fatigued

I get so hard on myself

Being overly critical of oneself when tired

When I'm tired

Reiterating the feeling of fatigue

I see you with somebody else

Imagining the person one loves with someone else when tired

When I'm tired

Continuing to emphasize tiredness

I lie in my bed

Resting in bed

And want to hold you like I should

Desiring physical closeness with the loved one

Ooooh

Expressing emotion or yearning

This kind of thinking

Realization that certain thoughts aren't beneficial

Don't do me no good

Understanding that negative thinking is unhelpful

When I'm awake

Feeling positive and upbeat when awake

The daybreak puts me in a good mood

Morning brings a positive mood

When I'm awake

Being able to create an illusion that the loved one is close

I can fake that your in the next room

Fabricating a sense of closeness despite physical distance

When I'm awake

Experiencing a temporary relief from pain or distress when awake

The pain goes away

The respite from pain is brief

If only for a moment or two

Even though temporary, the relief helps forget momentarily

Oooooh

Expressing emotions or feelings

I can almost forget about you

Almost being able to forget about the loved one

There's no use pretending

Recognizing the futility of pretending

Our love's at an ending

Understanding that the relationship is ending

It disintegrates with the morning dew

Comparing the end of the relationship to the evaporation of dew

And now that it's over

Seeking closure after the relationship's end

I'm searching for closure

Continuously being drawn back to thoughts of the loved one while seeking closure

But searching leads me back to you

Feeling sadness and longing when depressed

When I'm depressed

Confessing to missing the loved one during depression

I confess that I start to miss you

Suppressing memories of negative aspects of the relationship during depression

When I'm depressed

Repressing thoughts of the negative aspects of the past relationship

I repress all the cold things you'd do

Allowing thoughts of the loved one's current existence elsewhere

When I'm depressed

Acknowledging the shared atmosphere with the loved one despite separation

I let in the air

Expressing the unfairness of living without the loved one

That you're currently breathing somewhere

Feeling the injustice of being apart from the loved one

Oooh living without you doesn't seem fair

Suffering seems unjust when living without the loved one

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