Lyrics
When I'm back home
Feeling a sense of return to a familiar place or state.
Who will be waiting for me
Wondering about who will be there upon return, expressing uncertainty or concern.
I'm too scared to know
Being apprehensive or anxious about finding out the answer.
I'm sure it's nothing for you
Assuming that it might not affect someone else, but personally feeling afraid.
But I'm still afraid
Despite that assumption, still experiencing fear.
Close up my wounds and
Seeking closure for emotional wounds.
Heal me of my pain
Desiring relief from emotional distress.
Save me from the monsters in my head
Requesting help from internal struggles or fears.
They're my reflections
Recognizing personal fears and insecurities as part of oneself.
And they're a part of me
Acknowledging these fears as integral to identity.
I'm too scared to fight it
Feeling too overwhelmed to confront these fears.
I'll lose myself
Fear of losing one's identity in the process of overcoming fears.
Home
Emphasizing the concept of "home" as a significant, missed place or feeling.
I'm missing home
Expressing a longing or nostalgia for home.
When I'm back home
Reiterating the return to the place of familiarity.
Home
Reiterating the significance of "home."
I keep myself distracted
Engaging in activities to divert attention but still feeling the weight of responsibilities.
Of the things I need to do
Regretful about tasks or actions.
I'm regretful of my actions
Feeling interconnected with feelings of loneliness.
But I'm one with my loneliness
Attempting to improve the situation but feeling attached to loneliness.
I'm trying to make it better
Striving to make things better despite struggles.
I'm trying to let it go
Trying to release the emotional burden.
But I'm holding onto something
Clutching onto something undefined or unknown.
That I don't even know
Uncertainty about what is being held onto.
What I'm most afraid of
Fearful of being abandoned or left by others.
Is that I'll be left alone
Expressing a deep fear of isolation.
I don't even wanna ever think about it
Strongly avoiding thoughts about potential isolation.
I'm missing home
Reiterating the feeling of missing home.
I'm missing home
Expressing longing or nostalgia for home, again.
When I'm back home
Reiterating the return to the familiar place or state.
When I'm back home
Reiterating the return to the familiar place or state, again.
Home
Emphasizing the concept of "home" as a significant, missed place or feeling, once more.
I'm missing home
Expressing a longing or nostalgia for home, once more.
When I'm back home
Reiterating the return to the familiar place or state, again.
Home
Reiterating the significance of "home," once more.
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