Lyrics
Lonely in the night with my nightmares
Feeling isolated and troubled during the night due to frightening thoughts or dreams.
old blade
A reference to an old weapon, possibly symbolizing past pain or experiences.
Spotlight
A focus or attention on a specific issue or concern from the past.
On my old fear
Intensifying attention on a previous fear or anxiety.
I know
An acknowledgment of awareness or understanding.
Old shit
Referring to past experiences or situations.
Leads to new shit
Suggesting that past actions or situations lead to current ones.
Dumb show
An event or situation that seems senseless or foolish.
Big car but you dead inside
Having material possessions like a big car but feeling empty or devoid of emotions.
Lip balm cause you kiss your clients
Using lip balm after kissing clients, possibly indicating engaging in activities with emptiness or lack of emotional connection.
Im dumb, playing all night long
Admitting to behaving foolishly or unintelligently throughout the night.
It’s fun, being all alone
Finding enjoyment or satisfaction in being by oneself despite the loneliness.
Got money in the cash bag
Holding money in a bag, possibly suggesting illicit or questionable activities.
It’s funny how your girl sweat
Commenting on the irony of someone else's discomfort or anxiety.
Bitch i got my week planned
Having a planned schedule for the week, implying organization despite personal struggles.
So if you want to meet, wait
Requesting the other person to wait if they want to meet, indicating a lack of immediate availability.
Stuck in a white shell
Feeling trapped or confined in a restricted or limited situation.
Find me in my nightmares
Being present or finding oneself in distressing dreams or thoughts.
Missing for so long, fact
Acknowledging a long absence or disappearance as a factual reality.
Im still on my own, babe
Continuing to be alone despite the passage of time.
(Yea)
An affirmation or agreement.
Im waiting for so long babe
Expressing the duration of waiting for someone or something.
(Yea)
Reiterating the extended period of waiting.
All my friend become nightshades
Friends have become similar to nightshades, possibly suggesting they've turned negative or dark.
I got a gun but you don’t say
Having a weapon but not admitting it openly.
I got a knife and a blind babe
Possessing a weapon and keeping a romantic partner unaware or in the dark about it.
You drank all night but you’re dry, bitch
Consuming alcohol throughout the night, yet still feeling emotionally empty.
You’re fucking with my knife blade
Causing harm or being aggressive with a knife metaphorically.
Lonely in the night with my nightmares
Repeating the feeling of being alone and troubled during the night.
Old blade
A reference to the repetition of possessing an old blade, reflecting past troubles.
Spotlight
Similar to line #3, emphasizing the focus on a past fear or concern.
On my old fear
Reiterating attention to a previous fear or anxiety.
I know
Repeating an acknowledgment of understanding or awareness.
Old shit
Reiterating references to past experiences or situations.
Leads to new shit
Reemphasizing the idea that past actions or situations lead to current ones.
Dumb show
Reiterating an event or situation that seems senseless or foolish.
Big car but you dead inside
Similar to line #9, having material possessions but feeling empty or devoid of emotions.
Lip balm cause you kiss your clients
Repeating the idea of engaging in activities with emptiness or lack of emotional connection.
Im dumb, playing all night long
Reiterating the admission of behaving foolishly or unintelligently throughout the night.
It’s fun, being all alone
Reiterating finding enjoyment or satisfaction in being by oneself despite the loneliness.
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