Lyrics
I gotta take this medication faithfully I gotta suppress myself from all these Realities
I need to consistently take my prescribed medication to manage my condition.
From this internal disease
I must shield myself from the harsh realities associated with my internal struggles.
Lord please take this pain away
A plea to a higher power, asking for relief from pain.
I only wanna feel normal for just One day
Desire to experience a day of normalcy amid ongoing challenges.
Like how it use to be when the world Wasnt so cold and I didnt feel all so Alone
Nostalgia for a time when the world was warmer, and loneliness was absent.
I can't relate to all these fakes
Feeling disconnected from insincere individuals.
To all these snakes
Expressing frustration with deceitful and untrustworthy people.
All around my plate
Deceptive individuals surrounding the speaker, affecting their well-being.
Can't even enjoy this lobster or this Steak
Unable to enjoy luxury items like lobster and steak due to life's challenges.
I'm so sick and tired of waking up so Early just to be late
Frustration with a repetitive cycle of waking up early but still ending up late.
Trying to Kill myself just to be on Time for someone elses dime
Expressing extreme measures taken to meet others' expectations and schedules.
When all they see in you is a number They will never give a fuck if you Will ever recover
Recognition that others may only see the speaker as a number and not care about recovery.
When your head and your heart Have grown so far apart yeah
Describing a disconnection between the speaker's mind and heart.
An all you can do is keep living in The dark yeah
Living in a state of darkness when facing internal struggles.
I remember once upon a time
Recalling a time when love felt genuine.
When love felt so very real but now The world has shown me so different
Realization that the world has changed perceptions of love.
I don't need it I dont miss it I dont Need it I dont miss it
Declaring a lack of need or longing for a changed version of love.
All these lost souls in a world so Cold
Observing lost and attention-seeking souls in a cold world.
Only looking for attention
Highlighting the tendency of some to seek attention rather than genuine connection.
Tryin' validate themselves on whats Really been missing
Individuals trying to validate themselves based on perceived missing elements.
No expectations no situations
Embracing a life without expectations and complicated situations.
That would lead to trails and Tribulations
Avoiding challenges and difficulties that may arise from relationships.
It's better to just be alone
Choosing solitude as a preferable state.
All in my zone stress free
Finding peace and freedom from stress while being alone.
The only person that can disappoint Me
Acknowledging that self-disappointment is the only significant letdown.
Is me
Accepting personal responsibility for potential disappointments.
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