Transient
Journey of Broken Memories: Jeremiah Royall's Transient Emotions
Lyrics
Yeah
Expression of affirmation or agreement
I been trippin off of pain, yeah yeah
Feeling troubled by pain
Like a time bomb ticking, all the pressure I'm emitting
Feeling pressure building up internally
Feel it rising to the surface
Sensing emotions intensifying
Killer whales underwater blowing smoke for the air
Feeling isolated and misunderstood, expressing inner turmoil
All alone, won't you give me peace
Seeking tranquility or resolution
Don't know where I find my home to be
Uncertainty about where one belongs
Pulling out my pockets all the gas station receipts
Reviewing past experiences or moments
I been, moving around for a while now
Constantly moving from place to place
Get used to faking a smile now
Adapting to pretending happiness
Bring back the memories I know
Nostalgia for joyful memories
Of the fun that we had, in the sand while we laughed
Remembering past moments of happiness
Got me quiet (got me quiet)
Feeling silent or contemplative
Think of home, where I'm going when I'm driving (when I'm driving)
Longing for familiar places while driving
Got me reaching for my phone where memories hiding
Seeking comfort in memories
Didn't feel like this the last time I know
Not feeling the same as before
Repetition of an injury unknown
Experiencing recurring pain or hurt
I'm sick and tired of leaving
Tired of departing from people
Can't bring the people with me and
Unable to take loved ones along while leaving
I keep on having these dreams of what would've been if I stayed
Reflecting on what could have been if stayed
My life's a living flashback, I get so annoyed of these recaps
Feeling irritated by continuous reminiscence
Just relax
Encouraging self to calm down
Moving around for a while now
Continuing to relocate frequently
Get used to faking a smile now
Adapting to pretending happiness
Bring back the memories I know
Nostalgia for joyful memories
Of the fun that we had, in the sand while we laughed
Remembering past moments of happiness
It's four A.M I got my windows open
Describing a late-night moment with an open window
Feel the breeze of august ruffling my messy long hair
Feeling the breeze and sensory details
I hear the waves sing a song from the 'lantic Ocean
Hearing the waves and their message
And they tell me that my home is where my broken heart is
Defining home as where emotional pain resides
Don't know really if I'm s'posed to be here
Uncertainty about belonging
Nono really feel like temporary ima be here
Feeling temporary and transient in the current situation
And I know Heaven is the place I'm going to when I'm done
Belief in a future afterlife
And until that day, I'm living life in seasons
Living life with an awareness of changing phases
All alone, won't you give me peace
Seeking tranquility or resolution
Don't know where I find my home to be
Uncertainty about where one belongs
Pulling out my pockets all the gas station receipts
Reviewing past experiences or moments
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