Far Too Long
Resilience Unveiled: A Journey Beyond Despair
Lyrics
I know you knew me one way but that ships already sailed
I acknowledge that you used to know me in a certain way, but that phase has passed.
I know that this will be hard to accept that things have changed
I understand that accepting the changes in our relationship will be difficult for you.
and I'll never be the same again
I recognize that I have undergone a significant transformation, and I can't return to the person I was.
I know it's an unfair burden for you to bear
I am aware that the challenges I'm facing are burdensome for you to bear.
I'm so sick, I try to hide it
I am unwell, and I attempt to conceal it.
Though I know I'm not foolin' anyone
Despite my efforts to hide it, I realize that I'm not fooling anyone about my condition.
I'm so sick, and I know it
I am unwell, and I acknowledge it.
Now to find the right words to describe it
I am struggling to find the right words to express and describe my feelings.
Desireless, this hopelessness tears a hole inside my chest
Feeling without desire, this sense of hopelessness creates a painful void within me.
It's been the same way for far too long
My situation has remained unchanged for an extended period.
And I know that you're so sick of my sorries
I am aware that you are tired of hearing apologies from me.
Just know, that I know it's been far too long
Recognizing that it has been too long, I want you to know this.
I know nothing lasts forever and I don't want you to leave
I understand that nothing lasts forever, and I don't want you to leave despite the difficulties.
I know that it's up to me to pull myself back up
I acknowledge that the responsibility lies with me to lift myself out of this situation.
I won't be perfect life could get rough
I admit that I won't be perfect, and life may become challenging.
But for you I will keep fighting this with everything I have
However, for you, I am committed to fighting against my struggles with all my strength.
I'm giving all I can give
I am giving my maximum effort and capabilities.
I'm giving everything
I am giving everything I have.
It's been far too long
The duration of this difficult situation has been excessively long.
And this can't go on
This current state cannot continue any longer.
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