Endless Pain
Endless Pain: Battling Struggles & Finding StrengthLyrics
Have you ever struggled day and night not knowing when you gone eat
Expressing the struggle of not knowing when one will have a meal.
Have you ever struggled parents try to get right back on they feet
Reflecting on the challenges faced by parents trying to regain stability.
It's been long times since I've been waking up feeling free
Highlighting a long period without feeling a sense of freedom.
It's been hard times especially when you're trying to get sleep
Emphasizing difficulties, particularly when attempting to sleep.
But I'm in the back of the cab like I'm a half back
Metaphorically being in the back of a cab, comparing to a halfback in football.
People been doubting me my whole life I have that
Addressing a history of people doubting and underestimating the artist.
People just get me so mad turn into mad max
Expressing frustration with people, possibly referencing the film "Mad Max."
Bet you want to go back to school go to subtract math
Suggesting a desire to return to school and engage in subtracting math.
Now you got a slight scar logo of Nike
Describing a scar resembling the Nike logo, symbolizing challenges overcome.
My whole life people came and just tried to fight me
Recalling a lifetime of people trying to engage in physical conflict.
Could've grabbed a pencil stab his neck and try to slice him
Rejecting a violent response, asserting a non-aggressive nature.
But I ain't that type a child boy that ain't like me
Affirming a personality distinct from a violent character.
My dad said hands to your face you can get a hit
Recalling advice from a father regarding self-defense.
Put them up in my first fight Boy lets get it in
Narrating the artist's first physical fight and determination to engage.
He tried to swing at me luckily he missed
Detailing a fortunate evasion in the fight.
Then it came to my mind reality hit
Reflecting on the impact of the fight and a moment of realization.
I through my punch you know I hit mine this should take y'all back to when I say a hard times
Asserting success in the fight and linking it to tough times.
When you in jail don't go snitching like you 69
Advising against betrayal, referencing the rapper 6ix9ine.
I think about it every day holding my rib tight
Recounting memories of a past injury, holding the ribs tightly.
This endless pain what I'm always going through
Expressing a constant experience of enduring pain.
It don't even matter if you gone win or lose
Stating that winning or losing doesn't matter in the face of ongoing pain.
I'm just thanking God he gave me the opportunity to choose
Thanking God for the opportunity to make choices despite challenges.
I've got too much on my plate that I got to prove this endless pain
Acknowledging a heavy burden and the need to prove oneself.
Yea oh I think about it every day yeah this endless pain
Reiterating the constant contemplation of enduring pain.
This endless pain this endless pain yea
Repeating the theme of enduring and reflecting on the ongoing pain.
Chilling ain't no kickback punches yeah I hit that
Describing a laid-back attitude and successful punches.
Big mac with a big smack pirate like I'm big jack
Comparing oneself to a powerful figure, "Big Jack."
Been through so much in my life only God knows
Acknowledging going through significant hardships known only to God.
About to hit a half court shot like I'm LaMelo Ball
Expressing confidence in achieving a difficult feat like a half-court shot.
Number one need to call you ain't 6 feet tall
Asserting superiority over others, especially in height.
You ain't about it at all now days you gone see the truth
Stating that reality will reveal the true nature of individuals.
It's only one person you can be and that person is you
Emphasizing the importance of being oneself amidst challenges.
This endless pain what I'm always going through
Reiterating the ongoing experience of enduring pain.
It don't even matter if you gone win or lose
Stating that the outcome of situations doesn't affect the enduring pain.
I'm just thanking God he gave me the opportunity to choose
Expressing gratitude for the ability to make choices despite challenges.
I've got too much on my plate that I got to prove this endless pain
Acknowledging the weight of responsibilities that must be proven.
Yea oh I think about it every day yeah this endless pain
Reiterating the constant contemplation of enduring pain.
This endless pain this endless pain
Repeating the theme of enduring and reflecting on the ongoing pain.
This endless pain what I'm always going through
Emphasizing the continuous experience of enduring pain.
It don't even matter if you gone win or lose
Stating that the outcome of situations doesn't affect the enduring pain.
I'm just thanking God he gave me the opportunity to choose
Expressing gratitude for the ability to make choices despite challenges.
I've got too much on my plate that I got to prove this endless pain
Acknowledging the weight of responsibilities that must be proven.
Yea oh I think about it every day yeah this endless pain
Reiterating the constant contemplation of enduring pain.
This endless pain this endless pain this endless
Concluding with a repetition of the theme
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