Lyrics
They told me I act selfish chasing bitches not a bag
Feeling criticized for prioritizing relationships over financial success.
Boy you know that shìt ain't healthy reached out to the
Recognizing that this behavior isn't good for mental or emotional health.
Labels and everybody that could help me
Seeking support and opportunities from record labels and influential individuals.
They all turned they back nobody want to see me wealthy
Experiencing rejection from those who could assist in achieving wealth.
Shit was getting rough was down on my neck
Struggling financially, feeling overwhelmed.
Working for eighty dollars I barely gotta check
Earning very little money despite hard work.
Line up all the local rappers bet I won't break a sweat
Confident in outperforming local rappers effortlessly.
Unc was posed to send me to Atlanta on that private jet
Expecting support to pursue a career opportunity in Atlanta.
I told em unc I got the talent I can bet you that
Confidence in personal talent and potential.
I told em I could get us rich unc I just need a check told em
Assurance of using talent to achieve financial success if given the opportunity.
I promise I'll go hard I'll give you all my best
Pledging to give maximum effort and dedication.
Shit broke my heart when I woke up he still ain't text me back damn
Disappointment from a mentor's lack of response despite promises.
I could ride a book on shit I been through
Has experienced enough hardships to write a book about them.
I can depict the grimey places cause I been to em
Can vividly describe rough environments due to firsthand experience.
I was trapping by my lonely yeah I was getting to it
Engaged in illegal activities independently to make a living.
These niggas soft they pose with guns but they don't never shoot em
Criticizing others for projecting toughness without real actions.
They said Ms Dortha was in hospice left me in ruins
Emotional distress due to someone's illness.
Carlisa died in that crash that Shìt left me clueless
Feeling lost and confused after someone's sudden death.
Go see OG he'll front that work so you just gotta move it
Referring to obtaining illegal substances on credit to sell for profit.
Go see OG he'll front that work so you just gotta move it
-Some days I wake up get in all my feelings
Experiencing emotional fluctuations and introspection.
Why the fuck I ain't stay a sailor and stay away from all these killings
Regretting choices that led to involvement in violence.
Why the fuck God let us struggle why we had roaches in our kitchen
Questioning the reasons for childhood struggles and poverty.
Why the fuck I ain't keep trapping with that pack when I was getting it
Reflecting on missed opportunities in a criminal lifestyle.
Why the fuck I grow up with so much fucking hate between my sister
Expressing distress over family conflicts and animosity.
Why the fuck my dad get shot in front of me and all my siblings
Traumatized by witnessing a violent incident involving a family member.
Why the fuck is all this anger and this rage pint up in me
Feeling intense internal emotional turmoil and anger.
Why the fuck I can't succeed like God don't wanna see me winning
Struggling with a sense of being thwarted despite efforts.
So fuck it these niggas steady dying so I'm clutching no running
Prepared to defend oneself aggressively due to the constant threat of violence.
Cause we got beams on the straps them bullets coming no ducking
-Action come me and my brothers get to dumping
Ready to engage in violence with others if necessary.
I been sitting on the bench waiting for coach to call my number
Waiting for an opportunity or recognition to prove worth.
No big brothers or no uncles they'll rather watch me struggle
Feeling abandoned by family members in times of struggle.
It's just me I'm by my self turning nothing into something
Struggling alone and determined to make something out of nothing.
No big brothers or no uncles they'll rather watch me struggle
-It's just me I'm by my self turning nothing into something
Reiterating the solitude in overcoming challenges and creating success.
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