Lyrics
Never hide I'm a face all my fears
Expressing openness and courage, facing fears directly.
i lost my mind and i dont even care
Indifference towards losing sanity, suggesting a carefree attitude.
In a blind shit was never just clear i was
Reflecting on unclear situations in the past, possibly feeling left behind.
left behind i was put in the rear
Emphasis on being left in a disadvantageous position.
made a promise that you always be here
Mentioning a broken promise and the expectation of constant presence.
i done put in time i done put in some tears
Highlighting dedication and emotional investment through time and tears.
on my grind ima kill it this year
Expressing determination and ambition for success in the current year.
its my time man the top is jus near
Belief in approaching success, indicating confidence.
i really been on my grind done bust my behind
Stressing persistent hard work and personal sacrifices.
but baby thats just who i am
Affirming identity and resisting time pressure.
i cannot run out of time
Asserting ownership and financial goals.
shit gotta be mine at least make 5 hundred grand
Expressing the desire for significant financial success.
i put my pride to the side you still tell me lies
Acknowledging vulnerability by putting pride aside, but facing deception.
i done questioned who i am
Questioning one's identity and authenticity in relationships.
thought we was keeping it real
Expressing disappointment in the lack of understanding from others.
some shit you would feel i was dumb to think you understand
Realizing naivety in expecting understanding from someone.
this shit is more than just rhymes
Acknowledging that the lyrics go beyond mere rhymes, serving as personal therapy.
this help me at times when a nigga feeling low
Highlighting the therapeutic role of music during low moments.
you see the pain in my eyes cant even disguise im steady ready blowin smoke
Expressing visible pain and the inability to conceal emotions.
you say love you love me forever do i feel feel better but for real i dont know
Questioning the authenticity of professed eternal love.
you said that you always be here and stay by my
Contrasting verbal promises of presence with the feeling of loneliness.
side then why the fuck i feel alone
Expressing confusion and emotional isolation despite promises.
i swore i thought you was solid keepin me guided shoulda knew you was gone get me
Reflecting on misplaced trust and feeling misled.
my heart and mind is just damaged
Describing emotional and mental distress.
and i cannot stand it im full of pain but i feel empty
Conveying a sense of emptiness despite experiencing pain.
you suppose to b my lil rider some shit i desire buh you was out here being friendly
Expressing disappointment in a partner's actions, emphasizing desire.
but now i gotta go in my my zone
Seeking solitude and personal space to cope with emotions.
jus leave me alone
Requesting space and independence from external influences.
if i died would you miss me?
Raising a poignant question about the impact of one's absence.
Never hide I'm a face all my fears
Reiteration of the theme of facing fears boldly.
i lost my mind and i dont even care
Reiteration of indifference to losing sanity, maintaining a carefree attitude.
In a blind shit was never just clear i was
Recollection of past confusion and feeling left behind.
left behind i was put in the rear
Emphasizing a disadvantaged position and past promises.
made a promise that you always be here
Reiteration of broken promises and the desire for constant presence.
i done put in time i done put in some tears
Highlighting dedication and emotional investment through time and tears.
on my grind ima kill it this year
Reaffirming determination and ambition for success in the current year.
its my time man the top is jus nea
Expressing confidence in approaching success and reaching the top.
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