Lyrics
This is full of hatred
This expresses intense hatred.
for what you've done to me
The speaker feels wronged and hurt by someone.
Life is so frustrated
Life is causing frustration for the speaker.
beneath the skin you see
Beneath the surface, there is inner turmoil.
I tried not to see you
The speaker attempted to avoid acknowledging the person responsible.
to see what's not there
Trying to perceive things that aren't evident or real.
tried so hard to be you, yeah
Efforts were made to emulate or be like the person who caused harm.
now I'm nowhere
The speaker feels lost and without direction.
(chorus)I've had enough
Chorus: The speaker has reached a breaking point.
I've got nothing left
The speaker feels depleted, having nothing left to give.
I've had enough
Reiterating the sense of being done with a situation or person.
man I'm done with it
Expressing a strong desire to move on from the source of pain.
I've had enough
Repetition of the feeling of being drained and empty.
I've got nothing left
Reiteration of having no emotional reserves left.
I've had enough
Emphasizing the exhaustion and emotional emptiness.
man you're full of shit
Accusing the other person of deceit and insincerity.
This is what I'm bleeding
Describing the emotional pain as a bleeding wound.
& why I've gone severe
Reasoning behind the severity of the emotional response.
what is so worth saving
Raising questions about what is truly worth preserving.
& suddenly you care
Sudden apparent concern from the person causing pain.
I tried not to hate you
Efforts to avoid hating the person despite the pain caused.
to see what's not there
Similar to line 6, trying not to see negative qualities in the person.
tried so hard to beat you, yeah
Struggling to overcome or surpass the person who caused harm.
now I don't care
The speaker has reached a point of indifference or apathy.
(chorus)
Chorus: Reiteration of the speaker's emotional exhaustion and depletion.
what a life I've wasted
Reflection on a life perceived as wasted.
I've known the whole time
The speaker has been aware of their situation for a long time.
I know I'm fading
Acknowledging the gradual fading of something, possibly hope or spirit.
but now I don't mind
Acceptance or lack of concern about the fading mentioned in line 28.
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