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I've been tryin' to figure out just who I am
I've been trying to understand my identity.
I've been tryin' to be me the best I can
I'm striving to be the best version of myself.
My life's been spiraling like I'm a fan
My life feels chaotic, as if caught in a whirlwind.
And I miss the spirit of the touch of your hand
I miss the emotional connection of your touch.
When you would smile when my jokes didn't land
Your smile used to comfort me, even when my jokes fell flat.
And it's hard to stay so happy when I do what I can
Maintaining happiness becomes challenging despite my efforts.
And I'm the one that brought it up, but I'm the one that ran
I initiated the discussion but ended up avoiding it.
And I'm the one that thought of it so why did I even
I thought about it, so why did I bring it up in the first place?
And I'm breaking myself down with all this negativity
Negative thoughts are breaking me down.
All these fights getting too hot, what's the humidity
Arguments are escalating, creating a tense atmosphere.
And I pray I don't take this broken heart to the city with me
I hope not to carry this emotional baggage to the city.
And I think I know just everything, don't even know who's sitting with me
I think I know everything but don't even recognize those around me.
And these travels get long when I venture into the night
Traveling becomes lonely, especially during the night.
It's not the problem with me, I just don't like to fight
Conflict isn't the issue; I just dislike confrontations.
Cause I'm the one that's always been running for half my life
I've been running away for a significant part of my life.
And I'm the type that just wants two kids with a wife
My desire is for a simple life with a family.
It's a slow and steady, quiet little life
Prefer a slow, steady, and peaceful life.
And I'm not the one to say you have a problem
I don't like pointing out problems in others.
Cause I know I could never solve them
Acknowledging that I can't solve everyone's issues.
Lately all these fears, they seem to get too close
Fears are becoming too overwhelming lately.
Lately all these beers, they seem to do the most
Alcohol seems to be a way to cope with these fears.
So let's have a cheers to all these good times
Let's toast to the good times we've had.
We might die tomorrow, but we're way too young
We might die soon, but we're still too young to worry excessively.
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