Head First
Diving into Life's Unknown Depths
Lyrics
I'm diving in
I'm committing fully
I'm diving in
Reiteration of commitment
Like the crack in my windshield
Metaphor for persistent issues
My problems keep growing
Challenges are increasing
Solutions get concealed
Solutions are hidden
But the wind keeps on blowing
Despite challenges, life goes on
I tried to write a song about it
Attempt to express feelings through a song
But my depression was so adamant to
Depression hindering creativity
Put a stop to creativity
Struggle to be creative
And keep me in captivity
Feeling trapped and limited
I'm diving in head first again
Repeating commitment to dive in
If you see my head hang low
Indication of inner turmoil
I'm thinking about how I'll never know
Reflecting on missed opportunities
What I could have had and what I could have been
Regret over unrealized potential
But for now I'm diving in
Despite regrets, committing to the present
Working late for bills I can't pay I work myself to death
Working hard for unaffordable bills
For some peace of mind and a better life
Striving for a better life
But its all for nothing
Efforts seem futile
I wish that I could just sit back and enjoy the ride
Desire for a carefree life
But I'll always be living in a flashback until the day I die
Lingering effects of past experiences
I'm diving in head first again
Reaffirming commitment despite challenges
If you see my head hang low
Indication of inner struggle
I'm thinking about how I'll never know
Contemplating missed opportunities
What I could have had and what I could have been
Regret over unrealized potential
But for now I'm diving in
Despite regrets, committing to the present
As you drift off to sleep
Contrast between two different states
I am waking up to a dark room
Transition from sleep to wakefulness
All of my mistakes surrounding me
Confrontation with past mistakes
No it won't be long before I'm consumed
Anticipation of negative consequences
If you see my head hang low
Reiteration of inner turmoil
I'm thinking about how I'll never know
Contemplating missed opportunities
What I could have had and what I could have been
Regret over unrealized potential
But for now I'm diving in
Despite regrets, committing to the present
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