Lyrics
Its rather hard to live while falling apart
Expressing difficulty in maintaining oneself while experiencing internal disintegration.
And feel your life fade away
Feeling the gradual loss of one's life.
Pardon me for not always being happy happy happy
Apologizing for not consistently feeling joyous or content.
If I could you know I would be fucking happy
Expressing a desire to be genuinely happy if possible.
Its rather hard to live while falling apart
Reiterating the challenge of living amid personal struggles.
And feel your life fade away
Continuing to feel life slipping away while facing difficulties.
Pardon me for not always being happy happy happy
Apologizing again for the inconsistency in experiencing happiness.
If I could you know I would be fucking happy
Expressing a willingness to be happy if possible.
All my life
Reflecting on a lifetime characterized by a strong inner urge.
Ive had this drive
Describing a persistent drive throughout life.
Yet I cant thrive
Acknowledging a struggle to thrive despite the drive.
So I just hide
Choosing to hide, possibly as a coping mechanism.
But what if I died
Contemplating the consequences of not fully living life.
Did I even try to really live my life
Raising questions about the sincerity of efforts to live authentically.
Why cant I be happy
Expressing frustration about the inability to be happy.
Its rather hard to live while falling apart
Reiterating the difficulty of living while facing personal challenges.
And feel your life fade away
Continuing to feel the gradual fading of life.
Pardon me for not always being happy happy happy
Apologizing once again for the lack of constant happiness.
If I could you know I would be fucking happy
Expressing the desire to be genuinely happy if possible.
Its rather hard to live while falling apart
Reiterating the challenge of living amid personal struggles.
And feel your life fade away
Continuing to feel life slipping away while facing difficulties.
Pardon me for not always being happy happy happy
Apologizing again for the inconsistency in experiencing happiness.
If I could you know I would be fucking happy
Expressing a willingness to be happy if possible.
I try so hard
Describing intense efforts to overcome challenges.
But where to start
Expressing uncertainty about where to begin the journey.
When I feel this scarred
Feeling emotionally wounded and scarred.
Like I'm torn apart
Comparing oneself to being torn apart.
Like Ive lost my way
Expressing a sense of being lost and directionless.
But Im here to say
Asserting resilience and determination despite challenges.
Dont matter what you say
Emphasizing that external opinions won't affect the resolve to be okay.
Cause Im gonna be okay
Reiterating the belief in overcoming difficulties.
Its rather hard to live while falling apart
Reiterating the difficulty of living while facing personal challenges.
And feel your life fade away
Continuing to feel the gradual fading of life.
Pardon me for not always being happy
Apologizing for the inconsistency in experiencing happiness.
I know its hard to live while falling apart
Acknowledging the shared struggle of living amid personal challenges.
And feel your life fade away
Continuing to feel life slipping away while facing difficulties.
Pardon me for not always being happy
Apologizing once again for the lack of constant happiness.
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