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I stay up all night
I spend the entire night awake
Never said I want it this way
I never expressed a desire for things to be this way
Your sweetest advice
Your well-intentioned advice
Never heeded but I loved the taste
I didn't follow it, but I enjoyed the experience
I was just another left behind and breathless
I was just another person left behind and breathless
But if I close my eyes might not be so senseless
If I close my eyes, it might not be as meaningless
How long 'til I go in search of
How long until I seek something more within myself
Something more inside
A desire for inner fulfillment
I won’t take offense, I won’t think about it, no no
I won't take offense, I won't dwell on it
I’m no different now
I'm not fundamentally different now
Maybe just a bit more insane
Perhaps just a bit more mentally unstable
But I can’t keep coming back down
But I can't keep descending every time you call my name
Every time you call my name
Every time you call my name, it's a challenge
So much higher
Reaching a heightened emotional state
I've been flying now
I've been experiencing a sense of elevation
So long it feels like
For so long that it feels like
I never knew the ground
I never knew what it's like to be grounded
Higher still yet
Still reaching higher
Now I remember
Now I recall
The only thing beneath my feet were my own fears and doubts
The only thing beneath me was my own fears and doubts
I want to be somewhere living feels right
I want to be in a place where living feels authentic
I was so confident everything's working to get us there
I was confident that everything was aligning to bring us there
But the harder I try the harder I fall again
But the more I try, the harder I fall again
Feeling like I want to make a change so bad
Feeling a strong desire to make a significant change
I want to see it all come together like I've been dreaming of
I want to see everything come together as I've dreamt
Am I the only one who cares?
Am I the only one who is concerned?
I feel it all alone
I feel everything on my own
I feel it when I know I shouldn't feel so bad
I feel it even when I shouldn't feel so distressed
So much higher
Reaching a heightened emotional state again
I've been flying now
I've been experiencing a sense of elevation
So long it feels like
For so long that it feels like
I never knew the ground
I never knew what it's like to be grounded
Higher still yet
Still reaching higher
Now I remember
Now I recall
The only thing beneath my feet were my own fears and doubts
The only thing beneath me was my own fears and doubts
So much higher
Reaching a heightened emotional state yet again
I've been flying now
I've been experiencing a sense of elevation
So long it feels like
For so long that it feels like
I never knew the ground
I never knew what it's like to be grounded
Higher still yet
Still reaching higher
Now I remember
Now I recall
The only thing beneath my feet were my own fears and doubts
The only thing beneath me was my own fears and doubts
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