Lyrics
I've given all I’ve had to give still stuck in a rut
I’ve given everything I have but still find myself stuck in a difficult situation
Now I can't help but think, what if it’s not enough
Questioning whether the effort put in is insufficient
Only surviving by the skin of my teeth
Surviving in a challenging situation with extreme difficulty
Trying hard just to keep my head above the waves
Struggling immensely just to stay afloat and not succumb to difficulties
But I’m sinking
Despite efforts, still feeling like things are worsening or getting harder
I know that lately I'm absent
Aware of personal absence or detachment from present circumstances
Falling apart at the seams
Feeling like falling apart or disintegrating emotionally
A lost cause let me rot leave me fading away
Feeling like a lost cause, ignored, and fading away
Sometimes I feel like it's too late
Sensing that time for improvement or change might have passed
Lost my meaning in a world devastated
Feeling purposeless or lost in a world that seems devastated or ruined
There's no solution
Expressing the belief that there’s no definite solution or remedy
Or salvation to guide the way
Realization that there’s no salvation or guidance available
There's no solution
Reiterating the absence of a solution
Maybe I have no fucking place
Feeling out of place and without purpose
Everybody tells me that I should have a little more faith
Pressure from others to have more faith or belief in a positive outcome
So when I die I'll see the light
Skepticism about the concept of seeing a positive outcome after death
Shining at the end of the tunnel HA
Sarcastically dismissing the idea of a positive afterlife
I don’t believe it
Lack of belief in the suggested positive outcomes
I don’t believe it
Reiteration of disbelief in positive outcomes or solutions
No, there's no solution
Affirmation that there's no definite solution
(Time will not wait)
Time is passing without a solution becoming apparent
No, there's no solution
Reinforcement of the absence of a solution
And now there's no other way out
Feeling trapped without any apparent escape
I've been fixated on a possible ending
Obsessing over a possible end to the struggles
Relieved from the self doubt and misery
Relief from self-doubt and misery through envisioning an end
My only hope is to break free
Hoping to break free from the pain
Believe a bitter end could bring an end to the pain
Belief that an unpleasant end might put an end to suffering
And I’m afraid that it’s ingrained
Fear that this feeling is deeply ingrained within oneself
Deep down, carved out into my bones
The belief that this feeling is deeply embedded
There is no easy way to let go
Recognizing that letting go isn’t simple or straightforward
But I can see it clear
Gaining clarity despite the difficulties faced
I've finally found a reason
Discovering a reason to use personal pain for some purpose
To exploit all my pain
Utilizing personal pain for a yet unspecified purpose
I fucking give up
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