Lyrics
And I can't sing anything of substance
Expressing inability to sing meaningful content due to a lack of mental presence.
Cause I've not been all there
Acknowledging a state of being mentally absent or distracted.
I'm just hoping to make someone feel
Desiring to evoke genuine emotions in someone.
Not from yelling or the fighting but
Highlighting the preference for meaningful connections over conflict.
Something more important to me
Seeking something of personal importance beyond conflicts.
Something I can never not see
Referring to a significant and unforgettable experience or realization.
Something more important for my reality
Stressing the importance of finding meaning in life.
I will drive all night
Expressing a determination to drive through challenges.
Stay away from home
Choosing to stay away from home, suggesting a journey or escape.
Till I find the meaning
Expressing a commitment to finding purpose or understanding.
I will find the meaning
Reaffirming the intent to discover meaning in life.
For every little word
Highlighting the impact of every word spoken.
that I've done or said
Acknowledging imperfection but attributing it to a curse.
I know I'm not perfect
Recognizing personal flaws and shortcomings.
But really it's cursed it's
Elaborating on the perceived curse associated with imperfection.
More than just the past
Emphasizing that the issues extend beyond the past into the present and future.
It's the present and the future
Stressing the long-lasting impact of personal choices and experiences.
Your head stayed in high-school
Pointing out a tendency to dwell on high school memories.
You can have no future
Suggesting a lack of prospects or potential future due to certain behaviors.
Just leave me here to die
Expressing a desire for isolation or resignation from life.
Abandon me again
Feeling abandoned and seeking solitude to avoid forming connections.
So I can make sure that I
Expressing a desire to ensure a lack of new friendships.
Won't make friend
Highlighting a reluctance or fear of forming new connections.
I'll lay here drunk
Describing a state of drunkenness and vulnerability.
Flat on the floor
Emphasizing a low point in life, lying on the floor in despair.
And hopefully I die by the
Expressing a hope for a premature death by the age of twenty-four.
Time I'm twenty four
Reflecting on a desire for an end to suffering through death.
And maybe then I'll write something of substance
Anticipating that only after death will meaningful content be created.
Maybe then I'll finally be all there
Expressing a belief that full mental presence will only be achieved post-mortem.
But for now I'll always be
Conveying a sense of being stuck or unable to move forward in the present.
Be right here
Emphasizing a sense of stagnation or inability to progress.
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