Lyrics
I feel my history
I sense the weight of my personal history
It's vibrating in my chest
It resonates within me, creating a physical sensation in my chest
I'll eat my trauma
I will confront and internalize my past traumatic experiences
Anxieties perplexing
Feelings of unease and confusion caused by anxieties
And vexing
Disturbing and troubling
The crystal balls seem a bit cloudy in this hall
Uncertainty and lack of clarity in predicting the future
But I can see thru them cuz I want it all
Despite the uncertainty, I can perceive the future because of my strong desire for everything
Cuz I want it all
Reiteration of the intense desire to have everything
Cuz I want it all
-I feel my history
Reiteration of the awareness and impact of personal history
Defining what went wrong
Understanding and coming to terms with past mistakes
I'll see the patterns
Acknowledging and recognizing recurring patterns, possibly learned from ancient sources
In ancient carvings
Mention of finding such patterns in unexpected places, like bathroom stalls
In bathroom stalls
The singer's chosen place to escape judgment
Where I will reside to hide
Seeking refuge from those who judge superficially, not based on intellect
From the people who judge me based off sight and not off of their mind
Emphasizing the importance of judging based on intellect rather than appearance
Not off of their mind
-Not off of their mind
-And over my heart the sun went down
Expressing the emotional impact of a significant event represented by the setting sun and its connection to collective human experiences
The sun went down
-Because of our hearts we all fall down
-We all fall down
-And over my heart the sun went down
-The sun went down
-Because of our hearts we all fall down
-It's true I'm pulling in any other way
Admitting to pulling in a different direction, possibly conflicting emotions or desires
My stomachs turning
Physical discomfort and turmoil related to internal conflicts
My predetermined fate is written and fixed in
Suggesting a predetermined destiny that is unchangeable
The alignment of stars in the sky that determine
Referencing celestial alignment influencing the choice of a life partner
The person who'll be the light love of your life
Repetition emphasizing the importance of the chosen life partner
Light love of your life
-Light love of you life
-And though my bones will break
Expressing the thrill and joy of staying awake, rejecting the idea of sleep
It's fun to be awake
-And I don't want to sleep
-And though my bones will break
-It's fun to be awake
-And I don't want to sleep
-And though my bones will break
Reiteration of the desire to stay awake and enjoy life despite potential hardships
It's fun to be awake
-And I don't want to sleep
-And though my bones will break
-It's fun to be awake
-And I don't want to sleep
-And over my heart the sun went down
Continuation of the emotional impact mentioned earlier
The sun went down
-Because of our hearts we all fall down
-We all fall down
-And over my heart the sun went down
-The sun went down
-Because of our hearts we all fall down
-And over my heart the sun went down
Highlighting the universal experience of facing challenges and falling down
The sun went down
-Because we have hearts we all fall down
-We all fall down
-And over my heart
Reiteration of the central theme, suggesting resilience and strength over the heart
And over my heart
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