If I Were to Disappear
Finding Light Amidst Shadows
Lyrics
IF I WERE TO DISAPPEAR
Expressing a hypothetical scenario of disappearing
Sudden thoughts of suicide
Contemplating sudden thoughts of suicide
Never really crossed my mind
Reflecting that such thoughts have not been a common occurrence
But I'm thinking 'bout what I'd leave here
Pondering on what would be left behind in the event of disappearing
If I were to disappear
Reiterating the theme of contemplating disappearance
Yesterday I came down so happy
Describing a previous state of happiness
But these sleepless nights keep coming at me
Facing recurring sleepless nights that affect emotional well-being
I guess I just have to accept it
Acceptance of challenging circumstances
These gray days are coming back at me
Expressing the return of emotionally challenging days
Sudden thoughts of suicide
Revisiting sudden thoughts of suicide
Never really crossed my mind
Reiterating that these thoughts are not a common experience
But I'm thinking 'bout what I'd leave here
Contemplating what would be left behind if disappearance occurred
If I were to disappear
Reemphasizing the theme of disappearance
My parts fell apart, tried to patch it
Describing a personal struggle and attempts to mend things
But these gloomy skies keep coming at me
Encountering persistent challenges represented by gloomy skies
And patching means shaking a habit
Noting that fixing things involves disrupting established habits
These sweaty nights keep coming at me
Facing difficult nights accompanied by physical discomfort
And sudden thoughts of suicide
Revisiting sudden thoughts of suicide
Never really crossed my mind
Reaffirming that such thoughts are not a regular occurrence
Some way somehow I have to fight
Expressing a determination to find a way to fight through difficulties
Find some kind of way to light
Seeking a path to illuminate the situation
Sudden thoughts of suicide
Revisiting sudden thoughts of suicide
Never really crossed my mind
Reiterating the infrequency of such thoughts
Yeah somehow I'll get up and fight
Affirming the resolve to rise and confront challenges
My sisters guide me back to light
Acknowledging the support and guidance of sisters in overcoming darkness
My sisters guide me back to light
Repeating the importance of sisters in guiding back to light
My sisters guide me back to light
Emphasizing the crucial role of sisters in finding illumination
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