Lyrics
I feel the demons crawling out again
I sense the return of inner struggles and challenges.
They've been hiding for so long deep in my head
These difficulties have been concealed in my mind for a prolonged period.
But now they dominate my thoughts and make me sweat
Now, they control my thoughts, causing anxiety and stress.
They drain my passion, make me wanna stay in bed
They deplete my enthusiasm, making me want to avoid the world.
At night I'm scared of letting go, give into sleep
During the night, I fear surrendering to sleep.
Of what the demons have prepared down in the deep
I worry about the nightmares the demons have in store.
Nightmares of murderous men that haunt me, want me dead
These nightmares involve threatening figures wanting to harm me.
But when I wake up no relief just constant dread
Upon waking, there is no relief, only ongoing anxiety.
Will you hold me?
Seeking reassurance and comfort from someone.
Tell me this will end
Requesting affirmation that the struggle will eventually cease.
That I'm not broken
Expressing a sense of emotional fragility but not irreparably damaged.
Just need time to mend
Believing that time is necessary for healing.
I can't fight this alone anymore
Admitting inability to confront the challenges alone.
Say you'll stay here that you won't get bored
Desiring assurance of companionship and commitment.
I force myself out of the door to see the sun
Forcing oneself to face the outside world and sunlight.
But to my tired eyes the light feels way too strong
Perceiving the light as overwhelming due to exhaustion.
I try to tough it out, act as everything's okay
Attempting to pretend that everything is normal.
But I've forgotten how to a have a normal day
Acknowledging the difficulty of returning to a regular routine.
(Bridge) It all feels pointless anyway
Expressing a sense of futility or lack of purpose.
Will you hold me?
Repeating the plea for emotional support.
Tell me this will end
Desiring assurance that the challenging times will conclude.
That I'm not broken
Affirming personal resilience despite difficulties.
Just need time to mend
Stressing the need for time to heal and recover.
I can't fight this alone anymore
Expressing the inability to face challenges alone.
Say you'll stay here that you won't get bored
Seeking a commitment of companionship and understanding.
I'm so, I'm so lonely
Conveying a profound sense of loneliness.
Madness creeping slowly
Describing a gradual descent into madness or chaos.
Be my anchor, be my friend and be my boat
Pleading for support and stability in the form of friendship.
I need a hand, I need some help, I need a new mold
Expressing a need for assistance, guidance, and a fresh start.
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