Lyrics
Nobody gives a fuck what I'm feeling
Nobody cares about my emotions as long as I present a cheerful facade for their amusement.
Long as I smile big for the jokes they tell
As long as I fake a big smile in response to their jokes, no one is interested in what I truly feel.
Wish I could take it to hell
I wish I could escape from this difficult situation.
And I'm drowning in a wishing well
I feel overwhelmed and trapped in a situation that seems impossible to escape, akin to drowning in a wishing well.
Tuesday feels so much the same
Tuesday seems mundane and repetitive.
Wednesday's gonna hurt as I swallow the pain
Anticipation that Wednesday will bring pain, and the act of swallowing emotional distress.
Is this inside of my brain
Questioning if these feelings are internal, within the mind.
Gotta be something I can blame
Searching for something external to blame for these emotions.
I wanna lead a fake life wanna smile more
Desire to live a fake life and show a happier persona to the world, wanting to smile more.
Kinda maybe sorta wanna quit being myself
Contemplating the possibility of quitting one's true self and identity.
Quit being myself quit being my
Repetition of the desire to quit being oneself, emphasizing the internal struggle.
Quit being myself quit being my
-Trying to listen to my heart cus I know this is bad
Attempting to heed the inner voice and acknowledge the negative nature of the situation.
We should throw it all away
Advocating for discarding everything that contributes to the negative emotions.
Throw it all away
-We should throw it all away
-Throw it all away
-Somebody said I'm fun when I'm drinking
Recognition that others find the person entertaining or enjoyable when under the influence of alcohol.
Trying my best to not overthink it now
Effort to avoid excessive thinking, but the internal struggles become too overwhelming.
But it's just getting too loud
The internal noise and emotional burden become too intense.
And I'm too tired anyhow
Feeling exhausted and lacking the energy to deal with the situation.
Failing to hide the things that I'm feeling
Failing to conceal genuine feelings from friends who may not perceive the true emotional state.
Maybe my friends don't think that I'm doing too well
Suspecting that friends might not think the person is doing well.
Feels like there's no one to tell
Feeling isolated with no one to confide in.
Still drowning in a wishing well
Despite efforts, still immersed in a difficult and unrelenting situation.
I wanna lead a fake life wanna smile more
Reiteration of the desire to lead a fake life and present a happier image to the world.
Kinda maybe sorta wanna quit being myself
Continued contemplation on quitting one's true self, emphasizing the internal struggle.
Quit being myself quit being my
-Quit being myself quit being my
Reaffirmation of the internal conflict and the need to listen to one's heart despite the difficulty.
Trying to listen to my heart cus I know this is bad
-We should throw it all away
Strong suggestion to discard everything contributing to negative emotions.
Throw it all away
-We should throw it all away
-Throw it all away
-I wanna smile more
Expressing the desire to smile more, emphasizing the longing for a happier existence.
I wanna smile more
-I wanna smile more
-I just wanna smile
Yearning for genuine happiness and a sincere smile.
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